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Ameer 
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About Me
Ameer
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About Me
since about 3 years ago, i have been very self concious about and depressed about the way i look. recently, it\'s gotten really bad. usually, i don\'t spend 5 minutes that i don\'t have some thoughts regarding my looks. when i compare myself to all the cute looking guys around my age, i just get so disappointed with myself. i feel like i look sexually unappealing, old for my age, uncool, uninteresting, unfriendly, and just ugly. even other guys seem to be able to tell that i\'m sexually unappealing and people are always putting negative labels on me based on the way i look. i\'m so sick of it and i need support really badly.
since about 3 years ago, i have been very self concious about and depressed about the way i look. recently, it\'s gotten really bad. usually, i don\'t spend 5 minutes that i don\'t have some thoughts regarding my looks. when i compare myself to all the cute looking guys around my age, i just get so disappointed with myself. i feel like i look sexually unappealing, old for my age, uncool, uninteresting, unfriendly, and just ugly. even other guys seem to be able to tell that i\'m sexually unappealing
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Interests
martial arts(3rd degree black belt in tang soo do), different cultures, religion, astrophysics, video games, girls....
martial arts(3rd degree black belt in tang soo do), different cultures, religion, astrophysics, video
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Ameer gave godsgirl926 a hug 12:00am
hey thanks for adding me. i'm here for you anytime you need someone to talk to. just send me a message.…
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i need a way out of this...…
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Ameer updated their status 10:39pm
realizing how crappy my life has been...…
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im better now than i was earlier, and im not as sick as ive been.
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Close Depression
I am depressed anytime i feel like I am unattractive, which is most of the time. Basically, whenever I see or hear anything that reminds me of the situation I'm in, I start to feel depressed. Usually, whenever I go out, turn on the T.V., or even the radio, the stuff I hear or see makes me feel horrible about my life. A lot of times, my friends and other people I hang out with make comments that get me down.
Close Shyness
I am usually very shy around people I feel are going to judge me and whom I care about impressing. I am especially shy around girls.
Open Abstinence & Celibacy
I would like to attract girls and do some casual dating, but I don't plan on having sex until I am married. However, I feel like there is a lot of pressure in society today for people to lose their virginity earlier.
Open Jealousy
I get SO jealous of guys who have the youthful adolescent appearance that I lack and that I feel is attractive to women. It's weird, because I am not really the same way with more mature grown up looking guys. Whenever I see a more youthful adolescent looking guy getting attention from women, whether it's in real life of in a movie or show, I feel angry and become really insecure about my looks. The jealousy I feel is very extreme and I feel like it's not normal.
Open Loneliness
I've never had a girlfriend and have very few female friends. I don't have many close friends and I often feel like many of my friends don't really care about me and I just feel very lonely.
