Shanny2007's Journal

Well.. this week has been so stressful.  I have definitely been overwhelemed.  We have 2 demolished bathrooms and of course things have not gone as planned.  Do they ever during a home remodling project?  Our builder is an idiot, that is all I have to say.  As of today we do have the tile down in both rooms so that is a positive, but it is definitely going to be more expensive and take much longer.  I am taking a college class right now and had a paper due on Tuesday.. i haven't even started it yet... i thought it was due at the end of the week so I am screwed.  It is the end of the quarter at work and hell on earth.. I worked for like 8 hours on Sunday if that gives you any clue.  Last but not least I am stressed about the pregnancy, I went to the doctor on Tuesday and they are really started to get concerned with the swelling.  My legs, ankles and feet are just ridiculous.. I can't wear any normal shoes, only flip flops.  They are watching my blood pressure as well, it is not high yet, but it has gone up a little bit, just in the 120 over 80 range but it was in the 110 over 70 range... They have basically started talking about the possibility of bed rest.  I will do whatever I need to, I just wasn't planning on that conversation so soon and it scared me. 

I just think all the stress has gotten to me and I am just feeling so tired and crampy.  I just can't wait for the weekend.. I just really need a break.

Sorry for such a downer journal.. I just need to get this all out.