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Shanny2007 
10:32pm Yesterday
I hate to feel sorry for myself, but I am sad today. I am sad that I am never going to get to write an entry that says BFP.. sad that I will never POAS and see that second line. I am probably going to go through my whole life and never, ever get to say.. I am pregnant. I am still not over it, I guess I will probably never be.
We still haven't even started on the adoption stuff.. waiting for people to give us reccomendations and I guess it is just nice to do nothing for once. BUT we need to get on it, the clock is ticking..
Sorry to be such a downer.. this is really the only place I can get my feelings out.
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I absolutely hate that you feel that way and have to go through this never-ending struggle. We are all here for you and you can come here anytime to vent. I hope you know that I am always here for you.
NoEAshly06
You have every right to feel that way...and you aren't being a downer. Try not to beat yourself up for feeling sad and having trouble with this...I think it is a normal reaction. You are an awesome person and you will be an amazing mother. Thinking of you!
laraM
You have every righ to feel like this right now, it's a tough time, I wish I could do something for you. It'll just take some time, you may never "get over it" but I know that you will make peace with it, you're a strong woman!
LoMac
I am so sorry shannon. It just isn't fair! I wish that you could have those moments. Every woman should get to experience them. Big Hugs to you!!
mrsolsenk12
This is absolutely not fair. You deserve to have your hearts wishes fulfilled! I wish there was a way, but I still know in my heart you'll be a mom--one way or another--, and one of the best ones out there! PS Do you ever watch Adoption Stories on Discovery Health? It really is an amazing show and has really opened my heart to adoption, which is still a very real option for us.
AshleyPenelope
I know exactly how you feel. I am pretty much facing the same reality right at the moment. I am sorry that you are feeling sad today xxx
joanne33
I am so sorry honey, I know exactly how you feel. This whole thing is completely unfair and you have every right to feel down about it. I know that adoption was not your first choice of how you wanted to become a mother, but when you have a baby placed in your arms one day and they look up at you, your dreams will be answered. I hope you start to feel better hon, please know I am always here for you. xoxo
bcgradgirl
I am so sorry honey. You have every right to feel sorry for yourself. I don't know if it is something that any woman could get over. I think it is more trying to live each day the best you can. I do believe you will have children in your life and in time you may not feel as sad as you do right now. But, in my heart I think that there will always be moments that pop up here and there when you feel a bit of the sadness you feel now. At least that is how I think it would be for me.
I really hope that everything goes smoothe with the adoption process and that you will one day have your miracle. But for now cry if you need to and allow yourself the time you need to grieve and heal.
Lioness816
Don't apologize Shannon, because you can always come here and just get it all out and we will be here for you! I know you feel like the clock is ticking, and I was right there with you for most of this year...but now that I've let go of the "timing stress" that was weighing me down, I feel SO much better. We are going to be mommies one day, I just know it, but remember it just may not be the way we always thought it would be! HUGE HUGS! Mimi
Mimi75
This is the place to get your feelings out, don't apologize. I'm sorry you're feeling this way but I think it's normal. Take all the time you need to heal and you will be a mommy one day.
Jen2279
I hate that you're feeling this way right now. Its not fair. However, I believe you will be a wonderful mother....I have no doubt. I'm praying lots for you & thinking of you often. Big hugs!!!! Keep us posted....we all just love you & want you to vent, trust me!
melissaas