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Shanny2007
Female, 34, Kansas City, MO
"Sophia is smiling...for real!!!!"
3:02pm Thursday
It's Over Mood
Thursday, September 18, 2008 | A Painful story

It's over girls... my lining was only about a 4 and I had one follicle.  I don't know what my E2 is, but it really doesn't matter.  This cycle is going to be cancelled and then they are going to tell me I am in premature ovarian failure at 33. 

 

I am trying not to be devestated, but I am.

 

This is the end of the road for us... I have no eggs, DH has no sperm.  We have zero chance of having a baby that is biologically mine or his.. it is just over.

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  1. Jen2279

    I'm so sorry, I wish I could give you a hug in person. I know there are no words to make you feel better right now. Just know we are all here for you. Big hugs.


    Jen2279

  2. SueCQ

    Oh Shannon, my heart is just breaking for you. I am sitting here thinking of something strong and powerful to say to help ease your pain...but I know that nothing anyone says or does right now will do that.

    I do believe that there is a plan for all of us. And during the most painful moments in our life, it is so very hard to see what that reason is that you cannot have your own baby. I know that you and Jeff are going to be okay and that your journey is just taking a different road now. Maybe it is embryo donor or adoption, Shannon if you want to be a Mother I know you will find a way, you are one of the strongest, most loving and kindest women I have ever meet!!! Don't look at this at the end of the road, it is just the beginning of another chapter.

    YOU WILL BE A MOTHER!!!!!!!!!

    I am here for you!!!


    SueCQ

  3. daisykfy79

    I am so sorry I wished there was something I could say to ease your pain If you need anything I am here ((((((BIG HUGS))))))


    daisykfy79

  4. laraM

    Oh sweetie, I am so sad for you. I am thinking of you tons and sending + thoughts and energy your way. You will be a mother!!!!!!!!!!!


    laraM

  5. shelleybee

    That is not fair.


    shelleybee

  6. mrsolsenk12

    Oh Shannon! This is so not fair. I can't believe that this is happening to you. I am so so sorry. BIG HUGS to you!!


    mrsolsenk12

  7. Jenelle8

    Oh Shannon I am so very sorry. I was really hoping for great news for you today. I can only imagine how you are feeling right now. I agree with what Sue said. You are meant to be and will be a mother. I believe that with all of my heart. I love you and I am here for you.


    Jenelle8

  8. adkins683

    I am so sorry to hear this Shannon! I am thinking about you...


    adkins683

  9. melissaas

    I am so very sorry, Shannon. I wish there was something I could say or do to ease your pain. I know in my heart that you will be a mother. You have a mother's heart. I'm praying for you. Please let me know if there is anything I can do for you. I wish I could hug you in person....but I'm sending you a big hug from Pennsylvania!


    melissaas

  10. Mimi75

    Sweetie, words can't express how sorry I am. I feel so helpless only being able to "hug" you from a darn computer screen, but please know that I'll be praying for you and your DH and I know in my heart that this will happen for you, just not the way you originally planned it to. I'm here for you honey.... Much love, Mimi XXOOO


    Mimi75

  11. TiredJen

    Oh Shannon, I am so sorry. I wish I had the words to help you to feel better. I am so sad for you. I agree with Sue and Jenelle, you will be a mother in some way. I am praying for you and DH and wishing you strength to make it through this. I'll be thinking of you.


    TiredJen

  12. dulcylee

    I am tired of all this s*#t!!!! It is not fair. Here if you need to vent...hugs to you & DH!!!


    dulcylee

  13. LoMac

    Awe Shannon, I can’t imagine how disappointed you must be, my heart is breaking for you and DH, you’ve fought so strongly for this and to have it not end as you were hoping, I share your pain, you’re not alone in that. I know it’s not the same, but you’ve been such a shoulder for me and so I hope that I have been and can be that for you. I know it’s so hard to believe but I do believe that there is some kind of plan and purpose for all we go through. Take some time to grieve from this but then remember this isn’t the end of the road but a fork, you still have choices and I hope that once you’ve have taken a break that you’ll see that. You still have hope and power is this struggle to become a Mom, and I have no doubt that you’ll get there. If there is anything I can do please don’t hesitate to ask. Much love and many many hugs!


    LoMac

  14. strength4today

    oh shannon i am so very sorry. i would give you a hug if i could ::hugs::


    strength4today

  15. JenO4

    i am sending lots of love your way....wish there was more i could do....
    xo


    JenO4

  16. Baby07

    I'm sending lots of love your way too!!! I wish there was something I could do to change what is going on...but know that you're in my thoughts and prayers. I agree with everyone here, but SueCQ was right...you're one of the most supportive people I've met on this site, and you deserve to be a mom!!! you will be some way some how if you want to be!


    Baby07

  17. HopefullySomeDay

    Oh sweetie, I'm so sorry. This is not fair. I'm sending hugs your way.


    HopefullySomeDay

  18. NeNeMel

    I'm so very sorry that you have to go through this. It's so not fair. You are in my prayers!!!!!


    NeNeMel

  19. NeNeMel

    I'm so very sorry that you have to go through this. It's so not fair. You are in my prayers!!!!!


    NeNeMel

  20. ShannonR

    Shannon...I am so sorry!! I can't believe this, it's just not fair at all!!! How's DH holding up? I will be thinking and praying for you both. Do you have an appt. scheduled w/ RE yet? Please keep me posted on what he/she says. I'm curious to see if they can maybe try again? Gosh, I hope so...it can't be over for you yet! Hugs, Shannon


    ShannonR

  21. turtlegirl

    I am so sorry. I wanted this to work for you.


    turtlegirl

  22. clh91

    Shannon: I am so sorry :( I know how you feel and I wish there were words to comfort you. I just don't know what to say -- I am thinking of you and will keep you and your Dh in my thoughts and prayers.


    clh91

  23. LaureNJ

    I am so very sorry. Hoping a miracle makes it's way over to you!


    LaureNJ

  24. NYCMiche

    Ow Shannon, I am so sorry. I can only imagine how upset you must be right now. You will be a Mom one day no matter what, please remember that. Life is just so unfair sometimes. I am thinking of you.


    NYCMiche

  25. danabug33

    i am so sorry shannon..i was hoping this was IT for you..i am a firm believer that God does not give us more than we can handle and while this all honestly SUCKS right now..know that you are a very strong person and something good will come out of this.i am thinking of you and praying for you during this time..please let us know if you need anything


    danabug33

  26. albgray

    Shannon - I am so sad to read this. My heart breaks for you. You have been through a lot and, no, it is not fair. I pray God will reveal His plan to you and DH. I'm here if you need to talk. Please take time for yourself. Much love and big hugs to you!


    albgray

  27. mygoliath

    I am so sorry. I know there is nothing I can say to comfort you. Just know I am thinking of you.


    mygoliath

  28. Lioness816

    Oh honey, I am SO sorry. I wish I had the words to make all of your pain go away. This is just not fair!!! Please know you and DH are in my prayers.


    Lioness816

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