Im the lead singer of Tantum. you can check that out at www.myspace.com/tantummetal. im learning to be a tattoo artist . i love to paint and draw and spending time with my son youcan find me at www.myspace.com/djmorticia if you want to know me message me. i will talk to just about anyone.
Im the lead singer of Tantum. you can check that out at www.myspace.com/tantummetal. im learning to be a tattoo artist . i love to paint and draw and spending time with my son youcan find me at www.myspace.com/djmorticia if you want to know me message me. i will talk to just about anyone.
music and promoting, movies, chatting, and meeting new people
music and promoting, movies, chatting, and meeting new people
June 4, 2009 5:52am
i hate my life. but i love my son. seems like thats the only thing keeping me alive. i have a husband that has distance himself from me. no hugging …
May 6, 2009 1:00am
took a year but i found out what i want to do in life. be a tattoo artist. woohoo finally something for me. so yayyyyyyyyyyyyyy
May 6, 2009 12:57am
more and more weight seems to come off. and i wanteed to do this last year till my disease hit in. this year im making progress and learning to live …
April 25, 2009 4:59am
been another year. long hard year at that. but im still going to do my goal
indeed
Sorry that you're not feeling well. I've been there many, many times and my parents said pretty much the same to me. But I realized that what my parents thought about me wasn't important, and it was to me to pick myself up.
Good luck...chin up and keep the faith.
your welcome.
I know your pain and how you feel, and remember that things will get better. I was able to put the past behind and what my parents did and didn't do for me, and realized that with my children I could make the life for myself that I dreamed about. You can't change those around you that have their own misunderstandings about you, but try to stay positive on the outside eventhough on the inside you are hurting. Focus on your son and all that you mean to him...let him see you pushing on with life when things just look so dard and you feel that you just can't move forward anymore.
Wishing you the best...remember that things will get better...have faith.
you sound like you could use all the hugs you can get! so here is hugs from me!
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i always been told i would never amount to anything and that im stupid. i am the middle child and my sister is mentally handicapped and my brother is slow. im the only normal one. dad died last year before my first gig as a band. anything else just ask me
my son will soon be a year old. i think im a bad mother cause i get stressed easily and i put him in his crib. but i will never ever lay a hand on a child. does parenting get worse or whats the deal? it took me 9 years to get pregnant. and i love him with all my heart.
my dad was an amazing man. he was diagnosed in october of 05 and died march of 06. on his death bed he aked me to sing in a band so he can watch me perform. so i joined a band and busted my butte off and he died 2 weeks before my first gig. i never even had the chance to say goodbye
in 2002 i had a friend that i totally trusted. friends with meand my husband both. one night he tookme out with hubby's permission so he can go meet girls. well he kept buying me drinks and i said im ready to go home. i passed out on the way home. when i awoke he was ontop of me naked and having sex with me. i let him finish. was i at fault here? was it hubby's fault? i cant even make eye contact now with anyone. and im so scared of people. i dont go outside and when i do i run back inside..
i have battled with weight most of my life. in 2005 i made a new years wish to finally diet. i lost 68 pounds then ended up getting pregnant in may. so i gained all the weight back. this coming year im going to diet again. i want to be healthier and i want to be happy with me. im married to a man that will diet with me even though he is thin himself. at least i have his support. i have a fear of going outside cause im scared of people so its hard to excersise. either way im determined this tim
I got diagnosed with rheumatoid arthritis over a year ago. i didnt know what was going on. i became bed ridden and couldnt move so i made a apointment with a specialist. well sure enough. it done spread into my feet and hands and elbows and knees and wrists and its starting to spread into other areas like my neck and back and shoulders. they have tried several treatments. but nothing is working yet. so im hopeful cause i want to be a tattoo artist
