Journal Entry for January 20, 2008
January 20, 2008 10:45pm
i am so tired. my son had his surgery friday, he had his tonsiles, and adenoides removed and a new set of tubes put in his ears. he is in so much …
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kekie
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About Me
Well, I am a 26 year old single mom of two beautiful kids. My daughter is 4 and my son is 3. They are my life. My dad was my best friend and he died in June 2007. I live with my boyfriend, not there father, and my kids. I love to read and mess around on the internet. Family is a big part of my life. I currently am a customer service rep at an extended warranty company, Service Net. I actually like my jog. Life is rough but I know it is good.
Well, I am a 26 year old single mom of two beautiful kids. My daughter is 4 and my son is 3. They are my life. My dad was my best friend and he died in June 2007. I live with my boyfriend, not there father, and my kids. I love to read and mess around on the internet. Family is a big part of my life. I currently am a customer service rep at an extended warranty company, Service Net. I actually like my jog. Life is rough but I know it is good.
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Journal Entry for December 28, 2007
December 28, 2007 12:28am
well now that i am feeling better, both of my babies are sick. poor nanee has a UTI again, but luckily she didnt have to be in the hospital, yet. she …
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Journal Entry for December 19, 2007
December 19, 2007 6:06pm
Dad, i can smell you. I dont know from where or why, but i smell you. thank you for the sign...i love you.
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Journal Entry for December 18, 2007
December 18, 2007 8:05pm
hey dad, i swear if its not one thing going on its another. i took little man to his ENT doctor yesterday and then to his allergy doctor today and …
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Journal Entry for December 16, 2007
December 16, 2007 2:36am
the closer it get to christmas the worse i feel. i went to my aunts today for an early christmas party. it sucks though, for the last several years, …
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Your hugs for today,take care my friend
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Thinking of you and the babbies,Will be waitng to hear how your little one does with the surgery.I am sure all will go well.
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Just sending you your hug.Hope all is well
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Warm hugs to you and the babies
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Good morning,thinking of you and the babbies
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Support Groups
Close Cervical Cancer
I have had a history of abnormal paps for about 3 years. When my first biopsy came back ok, I stopped going in for check ups. This Oct I found out that i have CIN3 in my cervical canal. Even though it is early it is still scary. Being a single mom of a 3 and 4 year old, the work cancer or precancer and my health in the same sentence is scary. I never thought it would come up that way at all..ever.
Treatments
- Colposcopy Not Working
- I was just told this was a diagnosis. And even thought they said it wont hurt, it did.
Close Single Parenting
I am a single mom of two beautiful kids. My son is 3 and my daughter is 4. There father during our relationship was very abusive. Emotionally, mentally, physically, and sexually. After our son was born, he moved out to be with the girl he was cheating on me with and is now merried to. I don't get child support, and he is really not a positive roll model for my kids. I'm at my wits end and don't know what else to do. My kids mean the world to me, but I dont want to influence there opinion of him.
Open Bereavement
Type: Loss of a ParentI found my dad June 18th after he committed suicide. The gun was still in his hand. He was my best friend and I miss him so much. I never imagined what life would be like without him. He was a drug addict and I feel as if i didn't do enough to save him. Life is just not the same.
Treatments
- Crying Somewhat Helpful
- When I can cry, it makes me feel better when i am done. But sometimes i just cant cry. It feels like i dont have any tears left. Or i cant cry infront of my 3 and 4 year old.
- Getting Angry Not Working
- I am mad. But I dont want to be mad at my dad anymore. It just makes me feel worse about the whole situation.
- Keeping Busy Somewhat Helpful
- No matter what i do, my dad comes to mind and i think back to seeing him laying on the bed with his eyes still open, like he was looking right at me. The more I tell myself not to think about him and what he did, the more i do.
- Prayer Not Working
- I'm not sure if I believe there is a reason to pray anymore.
- Reading Working / Worked
- This puts me into another life. A life I dont have to live and for the brief time i am reading a book, my life is not real..
- Remembering Somewhat Helpful
- When i try to remeber the good times, i will laugh at a memory for a second but the second i remember what is real now, i start to remember and relive the day i found him and it just overtakes me.
- Support Groups Too Soon to Tell
- This is the first thing i have done that doesnt involve talking to my family or friends.
- Talking Somewhat Helpful
- Talking about it is ok sometimes, but i just start to cry again talking about my dad, memories, or what happened. I try not to talk about it too much cause i am tired of crying and this knot in my stomach, chest and throat. And I am scared my friends and family is getting tired of hearing me talk about my dad.
- Time Too Soon to Tell
- Its only been 6 months.
