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Carrie1224 
8:44pm, September 23, 2008
I've been doing good, overall. I'm not sure why I stopped coming here to daily strength, other than, with the holidays, maybe I thought I was too busy, or that i didn't need this place anymore.
I'm happy that my account is still here and thank all of you who have checked in on me. I'm at the same job, but we are in limbo and I have nothing to do at work. I have a very limited social life...so I'm hitting a brick wall of boredom in my life.
I've been contiplating a lot of different things I could do...work on my writing, join groups, leave everything and run off to a third world country and devote my life to others. The more I contiplate, the less I do. The self-doubt wraps itself around me and weighs me down.
I'm going out of my mind with boredom. This has really just hit me this week. The full extent of how empty my life is. Anyway. That's me. That's where I'm at now. The meds are doing a really good job of numbing me up, but there's only so much space they can fill up in my life I guess.
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Past Entries
I think it's good that you are bored. It's time to start filling that space up with good stuff.
missoctober
Work on your writing. Use anything and everything as inspiration and motivation.
JoKe
Come over to the Dark Side...we have cookies!
I've missed you! I haven't been here at all either...I'm leading an online revolution in education reform and am giving them Hell in the Mental Health sector.
How'd it work out with Mr. Wrong? I still haven't put away my Christmas decorations---had a gold tree so it's good until it rolls around in a few more months.
Visit sbschooltalk.com and joincac.org (mental health site) and come to Santa Barbara! Hot tub's hot, honey!
Love,
longstory
longstory
I am so so pleased to see you back..... I have missed you!
I so relate with the boredom.... thats eating into me and feeding my mood atm..... its having the motivation to do something to counteract it.... if you feel up to it I think working on your writing would be a good thing..... I remember reading part of your intended book and it was fantastic....
didn't you use to go to a crochet(sp) group? maybe joining some sort of a group will help you build more of a social life......... again I know that motivation is the key step and without it everything just seems so difficult.....
the emptiness can be filled....... we just have to try and work at it and see where it takes us....
again so pleased you are back.......
rubyblue