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slimeyapple 
10:43pm, October 14, 2009
I have been referred to a high-risk doctor group for OB care (for upcoming pregnancy-which me luck) -- they have seen me once, and will be the doctors I see once we do our IVF cycle with our last embryo.
I met with the doctor and have received the referral back to IVF, and will be going to see them next month. My GUESS as far as timeline for when we will do the transfer is late February or early March...
This would put my due date around the same time again, but I still feel positive and have high hopes.
The doctor(s) I will be seeing for my OB care specialize in high-risk (since I am 40 and have high blood pressure even before pregnancy). They are aware of our having lost Elisabeth and have dealt with issues with blood pressure during pregnancy, so I have high hopes and positive thoughts.
I may be coming around more often soon, I do think of each of you often.
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Not passing my Algebra class (with C or better)... probably going to drop the course. It was possibly too soon after losing the baby to take such a class anyway. I'm not sure, since I've never been good at math.
It makes me sick (with myself-not physically) to GIVE up on math but right now I don't feel that I have the --- whatever it is -- to get through it.
I just want to cry. And I feel stupid when Math is a factor in the crying. (Even though I know it is not the actual factor that is causing it ?
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I am sorry that math is the frustrating factor - it is too bad to have to drop it and take it again. I failed math in college 2or3 times before I actually passed. I couldnt imagine having to put the brain power into something like that right now. I hope frustrations ease and you are gentle with yourself. Hugs heather
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Hang in there. Algebra is tough even for those who are good at math. A failure is not a failure, it's a chance to make different decision. Hugs......
We have ventured into the realm of home-ownership, and will be moving later this month. Currently, we are working on packing stuff...
I am still having weak moments entertwined with the happiness of a new house... therapy is - well, a place to vent and cry without worrying about burdening anyone. Most of the crying happens at night when I am trying to fall asleep, in the morning when I first wake up, or when I am driving to or from the college and the mood strikes. Since it is not really safe to cry and drive - I usually will regain control pretty quickly.
Other than that, I've tried to stay busy - between school (college classes-ew) and packing (ew-but yay for the reason why)...
I guess that is it for my updates. (short version anyway).
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Congrats on the new house.
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I also just moved into a new house. It's a great way to keep your mind of things and it's very exciting. Congrats and all the best! Hugs..........
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Brynasmom
Feb/March is just around the corner. You have and will be in my prayers. HUGS
FNP
Good luck! You will be in my thoughts.
ryannsmom2009