kmk20in5's Journal

I know I say that all the time but I have to. I tried to have a good trip. I tried to be good when I got back home but I FAILED!

So tomorrow i have my TOPS meeting. I will weigh in there and begin again. I don't know if I will be successful since we go on another trip in just 10 days - to the beach and boardwalk with in-laws no less. Then we come home and celebrate Labor Day with yummy sausages i brought back from Cincinnati.  Also, this Saturday we go to friends house where I will drink wine and then in Sept we go to camp where I will eat and drink and then in Oct to hawaii. Okay so I do want to look good for Hawaii and friends there and for me but it is so hard. 

One of the MANY reasons I want to live in Hawaii is that it is SO easy to stay focused on the food plan with only vacation once a year or so and maybe visitors once a year. Maybe this concept is a cop out but it is WHAT WORKS FOR ME! 

I pray I get my/our dream and get to retire back there. Please God let Sean get a job in Hawaii after Navy life AND a job that enables me to mostly still stay home with Nora.  OR if I have to work that it be a job that is rewarding and works with Nora's routine. 

Speaking of Nora I know have to eat write because she always asks me what are you eating Momma.......and she knows when we have beer or wine - can't put anything past our girl.....

So, this is my rant....until tomorrow it will be what it will be.....I can deal and accept and then work it for ME!