Debzdownwardspiral's Journal

Dear Journal, I did'nt write yesterday because I slept all day and all night. I been doing this over a year now and it feels like I am missing out on so much of my life. Why do I stay in bed all night and all day? No one could be that sleepy could they. I am looking forward to seeig my grand-daughter tommorow. My daughter went out-of-town to an old friend's babyshower. I am feeling left out in my daughter's life lately she is making new friends and I dont see her much and when I do she is either alseep, or on the phone. She doesnt understand my depression. She thinks I dont need meds.  I want to be well. No more depression no more back pain no more hip pain. And I sure don't want to be diabetic. Enough whinning lateron...