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lvnikita 
4:05am Today
I can't believe this is my 2nd walk to Remember. In December it will be 2 years since I lost my beautiful Madison Taylor and Kayden Robert.. time flies.... I love my son more than anything in the world. How I wish I could have all the babies I lost plus Aiden but I know it doesn't happen that way. However, I would go through it all again to get my beautiful son! It's weird! But I would.
Seeing twins, hearing about twins, etc... is still very hard for me. Aiden was a twin and losing Kayden and Madison has truly messed with my head... Maybe I will have twins next round...(which would totally freak me out being a single mom - if I am still single then...LOL) But I don't know... I was more emotional at the walk then I thought I would be. I haven't forgotten them, that's for sure... I don't know. I am just rambling so I will end this for now.
Aiden is doing really well. His two bottom teeth are poking through and it is causing him to stick out his tongue ALL the time. I took pictures of him this morning and in all the pics he is sticking his tongue out... I will post one!
I am still pumping. Still getting just a few ounces over what he is taking in a day. I am happy with that. I know I will make it to 9 months and making it to a year is looking more like a real possibility. As for losing weight, I am now really working on it. I lost 2.5 pounds this week but unfortunately I gained 7 pounds from were I was so... I won't move that bar any but... I will be doing so soon!
I am still not getting notices to when you write journals but I am trying to keep up. Hopefully, I will start to get them soon. I love you guys.
UPDATED GOALS
Breast feed 9 months
Progress 15%
Encouragements: 1
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duane
I understand how you feel. I'm so happy I have Collin and wouldn't trade him for the world, but I still think about Devin a lot and wish I could have both of my boys with me. All of our babies will always be in our hearts.
That must be so cute to see Aiden's little teeth! Collin doesn't have any yet, we'll see when his first one comes in.
Jen2279
I think it's so wonderful that you attend this every year, I know your babies are so proud of their mommy & Aiden! I don't think the pain of your losses will ever go away, Aiden is the perfect gift for you to help ease the pain
4EVERinLOVE
They would be proud of you doing your walk! Glad to hear you're both doing well. Hugs
April1963
I'm so sorry about your losses. I agree though about some things triggering the hurt again. It can be somehting small and obscure but it will trigger the pain and the teary eyes just thinking about what might have been. Glad to hear that little man is doing so well. I agree that twins withhim being a single mom would be really scary. Not an unclimbable mountain but a lot of work as a single mom. I am right with you on the diet yoyo. I lose some then gain some and then lose some. I seem to lose more when I misbehave than when I tey and be good. I don't understand it. Good to hear how you are doing.XO :)
Jenn1307
You are such a great mom. I hope the walk brought you some peace. Our angels are always with us.
klimawife
I'm so glad that you and Aiden are doing so well! It must have been a very difficult walk this time around. I hope it brought you some peace.
HopefullySomeDay
I am glad things are going well. I can't believe he is at an age to get teeth already! Time sure does go by quickly! It is nice you were able to do the walk again. I pray you continue to find peace in your heart.
Lioness816
I am glad things are going well. I can't believe he is at an age to get teeth already! Time sure does go by quickly! It is nice you were able to do the walk again. I pray you continue to find peace in your heart.
Lioness816