LoMac's Journal

I’m been a terrible DS Buddy lately and SO apologized for that you ladies are a such lifeline and I think of you all often and I’m sorry I haven’t been keeping up as much as I would like.

Another rough week, more sickness; actually praying at the feet of the porcelain god, all sorts of tummy issues AND server Triceps Tendonitis in my left arm! Another trip to the Doctor’s Office and then the Hospital to the Ortho Doctor…just getting a bit absurd! And this is why I’ve been so quiet this week had to save the little typing I could do for actual work, good little do-bee I am. I completely broken down on Tuesday night, DH was wonderful, I just getting to a point where I’m SO tired of being sick and tired and not knowing what I’ll wake up to the next morning and feeling SO guilty about that, foolish, my gratitude for being pg doesn’t mean I have to give up the right to get to that “enough is enough”. I’m surprised at how difficult this has been and had to be talked out of that “you ungrateful little witch” I was feeling. I told my co-workers they should make a pool up of what next week’s thing will be; might make some money!

I hope everyone is well and I promise I’ll try and catch up and keep up more, Week 13 is around the bend so I hope this will be the start of the 2nd Trimester and the feeling good part of the journey.

Oh on another note, I’m awaiting the arrival of an IVF girlfriend first little one, I met her in my support group and she’s due any day now, in fact she could be there now, she’s not part of here but she’s part of “us” and I know she’d love for you ladies to know of her and her new little one, share the hope she brings!