LoMac's Journal

I've been trying to stay calm and sane and hopeful, but of course this past week has been pretty damn long! It's funny, even after the 2ww, doesn't get a lot easier, the waiting is still torcher! I just hope and pray that everything is moveing along. I've think I've been good about keeping the "worry" to a minimum, but it's a challege. I went maternity clothes shopping with my VBF yesterday, she's a few weeks a head on me, which of course couldn'e be any more prefect! Her second, so she is just SO happy for me, it'll be wonderful to share this, make the "learning curve" I have with starting my family (I'm the last of my friends) a little less well you know. I know maternity shopping already, but first of all I'm already getting uncomfortable, can't wear a bra, have one pair of jeans, 3-4 work pants that I can wear with lossing blood pressure to my brain ;0)  Tonight, I'm anxious, need to know everything is ok.