LoMac's Journal

Parents.com are you pregnant quiz, yah I know coo-coo, but it did say there was a definite possibility and I suppose after all the treatment crap it’s just as “accurate” then an HPT ;0) I also went and looked at some clothes, I’m a planner so I’m having a bit of fun planning a new wardrobe. I know there a chance I’m only setting myself up, but then is it really all that possible to not do that anyway, so might it not be more healthy to keep my mind and spirit up and hopefully rather then bogged down in the stress and apprehension? It’s a no win situation but after being so numb this time around it’s kinda of nice to feel something.

 I’m so glad I have a party tonight, it’ll be just a little tough they’ll be a newborn there but hopefully I’ll be able to handle it, I just saw hew a few weeks ago and granted during 2ww minutes can change how you’ll handle something never mind weeks but will just wait and see. Plus by the time I get home my shelves and most of the wedding photos should be hung by DH so that will bring a smile.

Ok so I’m down to the 24 hour-ish count down, the word “please” plays in my head on a consistent loop like music hopefully tomorrow the word will change to another “P” word.