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LoMac 
11:08am, May 8, 2009
I am shaking I am so mad and upset right now…funny how quickly it can turn! I don’t even know where to start, Insurance, medical bills, how on earth it somehow ended up being my job to keep track of those things when I thought that’s why we were paying SO MUCH money to insurance companies and medical offices I will never know! It any another full time job on top of ALL the others we seem to have. I just want to curl up and cry and forget this whole thing, just adopt, they just make it so difficult you wonder if its worth it, unless you f’ing rich enough to just pay for it all regardless of whether you need it or not it’s just so hard. Still fight about my 1st cycle, now about the FET and here I am trying to go into another one and I wonder if I do have the strength. I don’t know what to do, where to turn, I don’t feel like I have enough in mean to maneuver through the crap that goes along with it. How many f’ing insensitive morons do we have to deal with while struggling with our treatment. All the while supposedly keeping calm! I’m sorry I’m making no sense, I’m just so mad, sad, confused, just like that drowning again!
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I'm so sorry your dealing with all of this. I truly am...I know it's not easy. Just try to take a deep breath. People can be real jerks & though its not easy just try to keep in mind that they have no clue what it's like to be in your shoes. I wish there was some way I could help you. Have you asked your RE or even the nurse with any help dealing with insurance? My RE was actually a bit of a help with us. Just a thought. I'm thinking & praying for you. Melissa XXX
melissaas
You are NOT alone and you can do this. It sucks, it is not fair.. but we are here for you lady! I am sorry hon.. hang in there.
Shanny2007
Sending you strength and positive thoughts! Hope you can relax a little while you away and come back with renued optimism. I IS SO difficult, but we will all be stronger people in the end. Keep your head up!
phoenixdakota
I hope you feel better today, I know sometimes everything is overwhelming, hang in there, you can do it.
Jen2279
I am so sorry you had to go through all of this. It is not fair. You pay for insurance for a reason and it is not to fight with them to cover what they should. Please remember you are never alone, we are always here for you!
Lioness816