In a mood.
August 17, 2008 3:46pm
I slept pretty much until 2:00. I can't do this on the weekends. It's my time with my daughter. I just, I don't know I …
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absolutgurl82 
10:27am, November 23, 2008
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About Me
absolutgurl82
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About Me
So, I live in upstate NY. I have a four year old daughter. I've probably been somewhat depressed since high school, but the last 18 months of my life have been pretty awful. I have been hospitalized 3 times in less than a year, and have two partial hospitalizations to boot. I don't know who I am or where I am going anymore.
So, I live in upstate NY. I have a four year old daughter. I've probably been somewhat depressed since high school, but the last 18 months of my life have been pretty awful. I have been hospitalized 3 times in less than a year, and have two partial hospitalizations to boot. I don't know who I am or where I am going anymore.
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Interests
Music; Meditation; Driving... these things help me cope with myself. myspace.com/absolutgal82
Music; Meditation; Driving... these things help me cope with myself. myspace.com/absolutgal82
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Journal Entry for January 6, 2008
January 6, 2008 2:10am
I should wear tiger pants, I should have an affair. We should meet in another life, we should meet in air, Me and you. .sylvia plath.
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Journal Entry for January 3, 2008
January 3, 2008 7:55pm
today wasnt awful, but it wasnt really good either. im just so blah. up and down.
called pdoc - she didnt call me back, probably too busy …
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Journal Entry for December 31, 2007
December 31, 2007 1:52am
But now we speak with ruined tongues And the words we say aren’t meant for anyone. It’s just a mumbled sentence to A passing …
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hey girl how have you been?
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hey i sent the fudge recipe :)
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Support Groups
Close Bipolar Disorder
26. pretty neurotic. hospitalized inpatient 3 times between Sept 07 and March 08 for depression and spent the in between and after in an intensive outpatient group program with bp and possible bpd dx.
Treatments
- Abilify Too Soon to Tell
- Ativan Working / Worked
- I got banned when I started taking quadruple what I was prescribed.
- Depakote Not Working
- I gained 80lb in two months!
- Dialectical Behavioral Therapy Somewhat Helpful
- Geodon Somewhat Helpful
- I am currently tapering off 60mg to 40 mg to 0.
- Group Therapy Working / Worked
- I've been in several GT settings, they are helpful.
- Lamictal Not Working
- Developed a really bad rash on forehead and eyelids.
- Lithium Working / Worked
- Currently on 300mg in the am and 600 mg in the pm.
- Risperdal Not Working
- had no effect.
- Seroquel Not Working
- 25mg made me loopy!
- Topamax Not Working
- Went off due to blurry vision.
Close Depression
Type: Clinical (Major) Depression2 inpatient hospital stays since 09.25.07 for major depression, with a rule out of bp II
Treatments
- Cognitive Behavioral Therapy Working / Worked
- Meditation Working / Worked
- Helps me relax, deep breathing is great.
- Psychotherapy Working / Worked
- I would be lost without my therapist. Honestly.
- Trazodone Working / Worked
- Helps me sleep
- Zoloft Not Working
- Kind of made me manic. Maybe?
Open Personality Disorders
absolutgurl82 hasn’t entered any details for this support group.Open Gastric Bypass Surgery
I am 6'0" and 305 lbs. I have been overweight for as long as I can possibly remember. My surgery is scheduled for October 30, pending insurance authorization of course.
