I am doing so horrible, I feel …
I am doing so horrible, I feel like dieing. I just learned last night that my ex girlfriend that I am still in love …
okay.....i got caught high last night by my dad, who made me tell my mom.
when i told my mom, she FLIPPED HER SHIT.
my dad didnt freak out too much. he jsut didnt understand why i did it, of course. but okay, here's what happened:
mom went into my room and went through my shit looking for more weed, even though i told her she wouldnt find any. she took my cds and threw them in the garbage in the kitchen. (i got them out later, but i dont have them back yet)
then she told me to get some shoes on and made me run around the driveway. i walked, and came in when i got cold. she told me that she had not said it was ok for me to come back in yet and then got ALL in my face screaming. so apparently i told her to fuck off. and then she smacked me. hard. first time for everything, eh? ...
i wanted to die. still kinda do. then we sat on the floor in the kitchen and talked about it. ....bah.
i was high the whole time.
i am still really fucked up. i didnt sleep it all off yet.
but for the time being i ahve no car, no computer, and no phone. so i'm typing this on the computer at school.
but on the upside, me and my ex are back together =D
I am doing so horrible, I feel like dieing. I just learned last night that my ex girlfriend that I am still in love …
Maybe im going crazy. i was the one who left her, I was the one who knew that she wasnt treating me right and knew that …
I think im starting to feel better.It only hurts when i think about her.It feels like everytime i close my eyes …
I've never gotten caught high, and I hope I never do. Congrats on you and your ex! It's awesome to have good things in the middle of bad things.
Kamikazeisgreen