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If you want to know ask.
September 21, 2009 9:11pm
Would it be something like this? I would like as many peopleas possible to read it and give me their personal thoughts about it. …
February 16, 2009 10:21pm
2/16/09
Its been sometime since I have been on this site. So much has happened...I dont even know where to begin. Since my last …
December 8, 2007 12:52pm
12/08/07
My first journal entry. They say these things helps you get things off your mind. Well now the time is 11:53am. I …
i don't know what it is, but you kinda remind me of myself in a way not too sound corny or anything.
Sorry I haven't written. Just sending you a word of support from across the pond. The year's almost done. Thank God. What are you doing for summer break? Liam
Dont worry love...you WILL get through this with all our support and love. Im here to talk. Always
i saw your mood....do you want to talk? how are you?
hey, just checking in ,lol how are you doing
Pretty much grew up without a true family until i lived with my grandmother...she was my light...my angel, but 2 years ago she died and i havent been able to cope since. My dads gf use to beat me from age 4-11. Then my mom popped back into the picture with drugs and so on. of course im not putting my whole story up here cause i dont know people here..it takes time to get to know me.
Grew up with only my grandmother who was my angel. she died 2 yrs ago and i have had no one else that i can count on. my life has fallen...i dropped out of school because i move around alot. it is hard for me to find somewhere stable and for people to understand my problem
When I was 14 i began to cut myself to know that i could bleed like everyone else..to let me know im still alive and that this isnt just a dream. Also it was like the only pain that i could control..my emotional pain cant go away when i wanted it to so i would cut and wen the pain was unbearable..i was the only one that could stop it. i had the power. I get the urge every now and then to cut..but i try my best to find other ways.
With all my depression, stress etc. I take painkillers or overdose on Nyquil or just make myself sleep naturally. All the sleep and the depression added on me i dont eat at all. Its starting to kinda freak me out...but I have always had a fear of being overweight, my family mostly is and i didnt want that for myself, that could be one of my other problems there.
At the moment I am trying to decide if Im bi or gay. For the past 3 years Ive been flat out gay...but so many guys have hurt me and its always left an open door for girls because Ive only had one serious relationship with a girl for 6 months...
Would like to talk with people and understand their condition better.
