Journal Entry for September 7, 2009
September 7, 2009 10:58pm
Hey my friends. Iam not gone forever iam just taking a much needed break. I will check back from time to time. Please don't feel abandoned …
alexa21
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About Me
alexa21
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About Me
My Goal in life is to be a great influential woman of God. Secondly to have a wonderful marriage and to be the best mom that i can be. I had a hard up bringing and i want to give my girls the best up bringing possible. They are my Life. My eating disorder however consumes my mind and my energy level and robs me of complete wholeness and joy. This year my goal is to finally kick this ed to the curb and to finally get healthy. I have had this ed since at least the age of 11 mabe even sooner. This is my year!
My Goal in life is to be a great influential woman of God. Secondly to have a wonderful marriage and to be the best mom that i can be. I had a hard up bringing and i want to give my girls the best up bringing possible. They are my Life. My eating disorder however consumes my mind and my energy level and robs me of complete wholeness and joy. This year my goal is to finally kick this ed to the curb and to finally get healthy. I have had this ed since at least the age of 11 mabe even sooner. This is
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Interests
I love to scrapbook. I am interested in anything that involves my family. I am now interested in finally starting to learn spanish and am currently teaching my daughter spanish.
I love to scrapbook. I am interested in anything that involves my family. I am now interested in finally
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Hugbook
Prayer
your in my pryers
Hug
Thinking of you and yours sweetie pie, xxx
Hug
Thank you for thinking of things to help me sleep, Alexa. You are such a sweetheart.
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Hug
I've been on so many sleep meds, it's not even funny.
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Little Love
You are a great friend and an enormous help to me, don't ever forget that and keep up the fight.
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Support Groups
Close Eating Disorders
Type: AnorexiaI developed an eating disorder At 9-11 it later developed into a serious state of anorexia. Eventually i had to make my way into a couple different treatment centers and felt unbelievably huge and just wanted to lose more weight. A few years later i had a daughter my little miracle and still to this day suffer from not eating a normal way of life. Am very ashamed
Treatments
- Dietitian Consult Not Working
- I felt like i had to obsess more about the food that i ate and just hated it.
- Group Therapy Somewhat Helpful
- It seemed to help a little to let things go in a safe setting
- Psychotherapy Not Working
- I have not found a therapist outside of intensive care that really helps.
- Remuda Ranch Considering
- It was a safe environment but when i went i wasn't ready to go.
- Support from Friends & Family Considering
- I don't really have friends . I stay at home raise my daughter and basically isolate.
- Zoloft Working / Worked
- It seemed to help obsession not be so strong. I now am feeling like it doen't work anymore. I have been on it for about 8-9 years.
Close Parenting Toddlers (1-3)
I have an two year old and we are struggling to keep her gaining weight.
Treatments
- Patience Working / Worked
- I just have to be patient with her and give her more time to eat. And to not take it personally if she refuses to eat. I also act as if it doesn't bother me if she doesn't eat. YES this is working
- Positive Reinforcement Working / Worked
Open Sexual Abuse
I was molested when i was four by my friends dad. I still have flashbacks to this day. when i was 17 i never had sexual relations with anyone. My two ex's who were supposed to still be my friends sexually abused me something was put into a drink of mine. We were supposed to go to a party but ended up at some vacant house.
