Journal

I wrote something alost every day for about 2 years. I miss doing that and I have been wondering why I am not still doing it.

I guess when things are going well it's just not as compelling. Nothing to "get out". Kind of (ashamed to say it) like prayer life. I pray more when I am struggling with something. I have been trying to remember to send up a few "thank you's" now and then. 

Life is good. Better than good actually. I have been waiting for all of the blended family drama but there has been very little.  Just enough to remind me that this is real and takes some patience and understanding. I honestly can't believe what I was missing for so many years..and I didn't even know that I was missing it.  I think that my ex did me a big favor by leaving. 

There has been, and always will be, some ex drama but I know that it could be a lot worse and I deal with it well. It changes all of the time and as the kids get older it will continue to change.  3 years and Connor will be driving. Zach is looking at Colleges. Unbelieveable how fast these childhoods fly by.

Thats about all. I am trying to sit back a little and enjoy these busy but very peaceful days. Summer is right around the corner and I am ready. 

Peace...