Journal Entry for December 17, 2007
December 17, 2007 10:45pm
i am a nice perszon
ginac19 
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About Me
ginac19
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About Me
I am a 40 year old single mum with 2 very beautiful children megan 12 yrs and jacob 101/2yrs old. I have suffered with depression for a fair few years now which has been fuelled by the drink. I have a gorgeous black lab Rocky for company who is my saving grace at the minute! I am determined to beat this fingers crossed!I Helping out at local cancer research shop as volunteer and still not that positive but hopefully getting there x
I am a 40 year old single mum with 2 very beautiful children megan 12 yrs and jacob 101/2yrs old. I have suffered with depression for a fair few years now which has been fuelled by the drink. I have a gorgeous black lab Rocky for company who is my saving grace at the minute! I am determined to beat this fingers crossed!I Helping out at local cancer research shop as volunteer and still not that positive but hopefully getting there x
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Interests
I treasure my 2 children & enjoy or should i say used to until this dreaded illness took over - things such as reading , keeping fit going to cinema, spending time with my friends, going for walks, going out for meals, cooking, entertaining, music etc all the usual things.
I treasure my 2 children & enjoy or should i say used to until this dreaded illness took over - things
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Journal
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Journal Entry for December 15, 2007
December 15, 2007 4:51am
well i have not had a drink for days now and i feel so much better for it.I have been sleeping better ,taking my dog for walks and my appetite is …
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Journal Entry for December 9, 2007
December 9, 2007 5:23am
Yesterday was a mixture of emotions.Like i said i was unable to phone the children as I have had the phone cut off then to try and cheer me up Colin …
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Journal Entry for December 8, 2007
December 8, 2007 9:36am
today has started off reasonably ok other than i have been unable to pay my phone bill so i can't phone my children to see how their christmas …
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Journal Entry for December 6, 2007
December 6, 2007 6:00am
Today is a bad day for me because i have found out my parents (who my children are currrently with) won't let me see my children for christmas …
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Hugbook
Ray of Sunshine
The Heart
The heart is a complicated, complexity...
it holds the key to beauty and dreams,
to wisdom and strength,
to hope and faith,
to Love that always lasts
The heart knows the meaning of fear,
the depths of pain,
the struggles within that can't ever be explained
The heart knows all about letting go of the past,
learning to forgive and forget,
finding the faith to still give, despite the worst you've seen
The heart knows about insecurity,
the fear of being left alone,
without that special someone
The heart knows about making mistakes,
failures, finding the strength to go on
despite that struggle
The heart is an amazing thing
it has the ability to grow stronger through pain,
to become more, to gain
from the sadness it has seen
The heart understands
even when the mind says
that we've nothing to gain by being a friend,
sharing our strength,
being there for others when they are in pain
The heart is gentle, yet strong,
giving and warm,
the heart is the one
that makes up the person that we are !!!
by Regina Hill-
Rainbow
Heart Prints
By Author Unknown
Whatever our hands touch...we leave
fingerprints on.
On walls, on furniture, on door knobs,
dishes and books.
As we touch we leave our identity..
Oh please where ever I go today...
help me leave heart prints.
Heart prints of compassion,
understanding and love.
Heart prints of kindness and genuine concern.
May my heart touch a lonely neighbor...
or a runaway daughter...
or an anxious mother...
or perhaps a dear friend!
I shall go out today...
to leave heart prints...
and if some one should say...
"I felt your touch!" -
Ray of Sunshine
Friendship vs. Love
by: Nathan Stutte, Source Unknown
Friendship is a quiet walk in the park with the one you trust
Love is when you feel like you are the only two around
Friendship is when they gaze into your eyes and you know they care
Love is when they gaze into your eyes and it warms your heart
Friendship is being close even when you are far apart
Love is when you can still feel their hand on your heart when they are not near
Friendship is hoping that they experience the very best
Love is when you bring them the very best
Friendship occupies your mind
Love occupies your soul
Friendship is knowing that you will always try to be there when in need
Love is when you will give up everything to be at their side
Friendship is a warm smile in the winter
Love is a warming touch that sends a pulse through your heart
Love is a beautiful smile to which nothing compares
A tender laugh, which opens your heart
A single touch that melts away your fears
A smell that reminds you of the tenderness of heaven
A voice that reminds you of the innocence of youth
Friendship can survive without love
Love cannot live without friendship -
Rainbow
Keep Swimming
by: Author Unknown, A Month of Inspiration
Two frogs fell into a deep cream bowl.
One was an optimistic soul.
But the other took the gloomy view.
"We'll drown," he lamented without much ado,
and with a last despairing cry,
he flung up his legs and said "Goodbye."
Quote the other frog with a steadfast grin,
"I can't get out but I won't give in,
I'll just swim around till my strength is spent,
then I'll die the more content."
Bravely he swam to work his scheme,
and his struggles began to churn the cream.
The more he swam, his legs a flutter,
the more the cream turned into butter.
On top of the butter at last he stopped,
and out of the bowl he gaily hopped.
What is the moral? It's easily found...
If you can't hop out, keep swimming around! 
Ray of Sunshine
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Treatments
- Paxil Somewhat Helpful
- in the past but effects wore off
- Prozac Not Working
- first anti-depressant prescribed with no effect - unsure if it was because I was so very low before I went to my dr's
- Psychotherapy Somewhat Helpful
- Did help although it uncovered a lot of feelings I had "forgotten " about or hidden which did hurt and I have never really addressed since
- Support from Friends & Family Working / Worked
- my family have given up on me - can't blame them really
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