Well...so..since December...I am still smoking..but trying every day to quit!
I have seen my Doctor and am on a new meds regime for my pernicious aneamia..(B12)...I have an injection every month now rather than every 3 months as before...it seems to be flattening out the mood swings which is very helpful. So , maybe it was my B12 rather than my thyroid which was causing me so many problems...so far so good. But even though my eye sight is getting better all the time I still suffer from puffy eyes..maybe that will be with me forever...
I have just had a domestic with my ex. We split up nearly 2 years ago and I have avoided having a conversation with him since then...and today brought into sharp focus why we split and why I dont want anything to do with him. Any conversation is one conversation too many. I am feeling lousy and lonely. But hopefully tomorrow will be better.





