Journal Entry for September 10, 2008
September 10, 2008 10:56pm
moved from NY to CA. hoping to start anew ED free. by day 3 i resorted to old habits. confine myself to my room, a slave to my computer, …
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About Me
Ebby0185
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About Me
I'm an aspiring artist trying to make positive changes in my life.
I'm an aspiring artist trying to make positive changes in my life.
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Interests
art, animation, music, travel, books
art, animation, music, travel, books
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Journal Entry for February 29, 2008
February 29, 2008 8:00pm
day five
if its not the food, then its tv, if not tv then internet. all mind numbing substances. and overdoing of each leads to the other. its a …
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Thursday, February 28, 2008
February 28, 2008 10:30pm
day four of imperfect abstinence. had a mini binge yesterday. ate something i shouldn't have today, but glad that it didn't result in a …
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Thursday, February 28, 2008
February 28, 2008 1:53am
i'm trying to forgive myself for a mini binge that i had last night. i was able to call a friend and recieved some comforting words. my doc tells …
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glad to hear from you. it is a curious thing when people wander away from sites like this and one doesn't know why. yes the struggle continues Ebby. i am learning to call it life and accept it! in a good way though, not a i'm-curling-up-into-a-fetus-positon way.
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Hello! Since you accepted my friend request you must come on here from time to time! Catch us up! What's been going on? You can't be living in the Big Apple and not have any good stories for us!XO!
I’m With You
Yo :) Yeah, I'm with you. Just thinking of you...
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where you at Ebby?
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We have a very similar ED history! Want a new friend?
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Support Groups
Close Eating Disorders
Type: BulimiaFor a long time, I've felt there was something inherently wrong with me. I've been obsessed with food and weight since birth. Started restricting at 14, became bulimic at 15 and now at 24, I am a compulsive overeater.
Treatments
- Group Therapy Not Working
- i was one two overeaters in the midst of really thin anorectics so the group wound up triggering me most of the time.
- Outpatient Treatment Program Not Working
- My Therapist was very sweet, but I couldn't stay committed to the program.
- Overeaters Anonymous (OA) Too Soon to Tell
- oa has worked in the past, i just wasn't committed. currenlty i'm making an effort to start the working the program again.
- Psychotherapy Not Working
- i just couldn't feel comfortable with my T.
Close Depression
Type: Clinical (Major) DepressionAccording to a past doctor, I've been depressed since age 13. I am now 24 and still can't kick the blues.
Treatments
- Meditation Somewhat Helpful
- i don't do it often enough, but when i do it helps
- Positive Thinking Somewhat Helpful
- it often feels like doing the impossible
- Psychotherapy Somewhat Helpful
- Writing Working / Worked
Open Gallstones
Ebby0185 hasn’t entered any details for this support group.Open Shyness
i was a shy and awkward kid who became a shy and awkward adult.
Treatments
- Psychotherapy Not Working
- Socializing Considering
Open Food Addiction
Food is my life and I want to eat, eat, eat...
Treatments
- Overeaters Anonymous (OA) Working / Worked
- it does work and requires 100% effort, faith, and perserverance. attendings meetings are my favorite part of program. i've lost abstinence many times, but i'm back to day one and i just have to keep on trying.
