Journal Entry for September 13, 2009
September 13, 2009 8:37pm
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Imurfriend 
12:35am, October 25, 2009
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About Me
Imurfriend
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About Me
I pREtty much h8 my life , hate, lies, fear , are my dayly bread ...iM so sick of fake ppl , i'm so sick of stupid ppl, i'm so sick of hipocrites :( , i DONT trust anyone cuz thats what i've learned , thats what life has taught me, i dont know what the word love means and i m not interested to find out either.... i LOVE kids , just kids !!! yay , they're just light in darkness !!! and i pretty much get along with them cuz they got what ADULTS DONT have , inoccennce, they're pURE , they will never hurt you . they will never make you cry ....i love animals as well , cuz they wont hurt u either n cuz they will love u no matter what ...i dont have friends cuz they're just traitors... my heart is as pure as a child , i guess thats y i'm struggling with so many problems , cuz i just dont want to bcome A jerk( an adult)... i dnt wanna grow up , adults stink !! they're all jerks
I pREtty much h8 my life , hate, lies, fear , are my dayly bread ...iM so sick of fake ppl , i'm so sick of stupid ppl, i'm so sick of hipocrites :( , i DONT trust anyone cuz thats what i've learned , thats what life has taught me, i dont know what the word love means and i m not interested to find out either.... i LOVE kids , just kids !!! yay , they're just light in darkness !!! and i pretty much get along with them cuz they got what ADULTS DONT have , inoccennce, they're pURE , they will never
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reading , internet , conputerers , gadgets, animals...
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September 13, 2009 2:22am
i feel like cutting ! havent done it for a while , i feel dirt n miserable, , empty and lonely :( boo me ! I wanna cry ,i …
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Need to find another job :(
September 1, 2009 1:25am
So i need another job as soon as posible since i m getting layoff this week :( , i m a bit worried about that ... i m also a bit sad …
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yay!!!
June 27, 2009 12:00am
So i havent cut in like a MONTH !!!! yay !!! sometimes i feel an urge to do it , mostly when i talk to my …
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wow you've got a lot on your plate. funny, i feel the same about teenagers as you do about adults. well actually i feel that way about humans.... le sigh. i'm here if you need someone to talk to
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Glad you are feeling better!
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Hey how are you doing? I hope all is well. Have a great weekend!
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Hey there sweety, whats going on with you? why are you so down? I'm concerned about you and hope I can help you even if its just a little you know? well try to feel better you have a whole life ahead of you!!! your young and smart you can do it. I know you can. well take care of you, feel better and write back and tell me how you are. Hugs!!! :)
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Support Groups
Close Sexual Abuse
I was abused when i was a kid , sometimes i blame my parents though i know is not they're fault ,they just made mistakes and unfourtunatly I was the one 2 pay a high price ... still struggling with it... i 've never had a gf cuz i just think love aint for me ...i feel empty most of the time and I just CANT trust ppl , even if i want to ,I just cant... I've being used so many times by so-called friends that I actually feel like a piece of ... thats what everybody had made me feel :(
Treatments
Close Depression
I'm psicologically torture 5 days a week 11 hours per day at work , i work with ppl who have no common sense , they're idiots even though they arent mentally ill , is just that they NEVER use they common sense , and they're always doing stupid things n asking stupid Q , i h8 it !!!i h8 mediocrity bc i want to succed , i cant di it if im surrounded by losers ! they're driving me crazy !!! sometimes i even feel like cutting myself or sumething just b.c i cant stand so much mediocrity :(
Treatments
- Meditation Somewhat Helpful
- kinda , to busy to do it everyday :(
- Positive Thinking Not Working
- is a stupid Q , every 5 minutes !!! 11 H. per day 5 days a week !!! of course NOT !!!
- Writing Somewhat Helpful
- Well it helps me to express my emo feelings so ya !
Open Financial Challenges
I wish i had money so i could go to college :'( , I hate my job and my income is pretty low , there's nothing i can do to change that
Treatments
- Earn Money Not Working
- no my salary is very low :(
Open Stress Management
Imurfriend hasn’t entered any details for this support group.Open Loneliness
I think everubody hates me ! the ppl around me had made me unsecure
Open Anxiety
talking to people kinda freak me out
Treatments
- Breathing Exercises Working / Worked
- doesnt work at all
- Meditation Somewhat Helpful
- Positive Thinking Somewhat Helpful
Open Shyness
i m super shy :(
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- Pets Working / Worked
- Self-esteem Working / Worked
- Self-help Working / Worked
- Singing Working / Worked
- Socializing Working / Worked
Open Time Management
i BARELY have time to breath ! Im super busy and sometimes i dont even have time to shower lol !
Open Bullying
I was bullied pretty much my whole life , i used to HATE school b/c of that and many times I even thought of suicide ! It was horrible ! sometimes it happens at work , it makes me feel like hurting myself or something... or hurting them
