Journal Entry for December 7, 2008
December 7, 2008 4:01pm
Hubby wanted to meet me on Thursday and talk about plans to reconcile. We have spent every night together since then. I do NOT trust him, therefore …
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About Me
I am 47 yrs old with 3 wonderful children. My beautiful daughter gave me a precious little grandson 2 yrs ago. My boys live with me and they are 17 and 26. They are so supportive and kind to me and have always been a blessing. I was extremely blessed to have the opportunity to have a wonderful career that I worked from home with a great company for 21 yrs, after the owner died, it closed. I immediately went to work for another simlar company and I traveled overseas buying the product line and loved it. They closed after 3 yrs. I haven't worked in the past 2 yrs, except for in home daycare for 2 little girls. This was totally different, but I love children and enjoy helping young mother, knowing they are leaving the children with someone who loves them. Dealing with my husbands behavior made it impossible to work a public job. I didn't know from day to day if he would wake up happy or mad.
I am 47 yrs old with 3 wonderful children. My beautiful daughter gave me a precious little grandson 2 yrs ago. My boys live with me and they are 17 and 26. They are so supportive and kind to me and have always been a blessing. I was extremely blessed to have the opportunity to have a wonderful career that I worked from home with a great company for 21 yrs, after the owner died, it closed. I immediately went to work for another simlar company and I traveled overseas buying the product line and loved
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I love the Lord and am a strong believer. I have a wonderful church family. Some especially are my best friends and are so supportive. I like computer games, working in the yard, decorating, etc. I absolutely LOVE the beach. The tranquility of the ocean is music to my ears. I especially love spending my time with the ones I love.
I love the Lord and am a strong believer. I have a wonderful church family. Some especially are my best
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I hate?? NOPE LOVE!!
December 2, 2008 1:00am
I just read a post about "I hate"...... I could relate. A broken heart HURTS!!! No encouragement or word make it go away! I do think …
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Journal Entry for December 2, 2008
December 2, 2008 12:37am
Well I was right. Sunday night after he gets home and 5 minutes after his son is gone, he calls me. I don't answer. He hasn't had a moment …
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Here I am again.
November 29, 2008 10:52pm
Well around the first of August I went to Disney with my daughter and grandson. We came back a day early and I wanted to surprise my hubby. Well …
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Journal Entry for March 24, 2008
March 24, 2008 12:47pm
Things are okay. It really helps NOT to depend on him for any happiness. He is very negative about everyone and everything, especially me and my …
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sending a hug your way...hope you have a great day my friend!
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thank you my friend...yes, your hug was very appreciated. God bless you!~ I hope your weekend is truly a wonderful one~ =)
Moment of Peace
Love your new motto :0) Amen God does hold our future Something that helped me through all this is very simple: anything Good comes from God and anything Bad comes from the evil one. My kids would always say mom why did God let this or that happen and I would ask them was it something good or bad that happened? Then I told them you have your answer, but we know God can take something that was designed to hurt and use it as a tool for good. Sorry if this was long but its nice to see a post where someone isn't afraid to express their belief. Peace :0) Take Care
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Close Breakups & Divorce
I'm so in love with my hubby! I made him leave Oct 1, couldn't tolerate his behavior. It was hard living without him. Didn't think I'd take him back for more mental, emotional & yes rarely physical abuse. My heart was completely broken. We married 2 1/2 yrs ago, after a 4 yr. engagement. He would have married after the first week. His anger problem kept me resisting. He's Jeckyl & Hyde. He can be the most wonderful hubby that every woman dreams of or a mean man. He moved back Jan. & out in Feb
Treatments
- Couples Counseling Not Working
- Didn't work at all. He took it as someone else blaming him.
- Forgiveness Not Working
- I forgave and forgave and forgave, only to be treated the same way again, over and over.
- Leave Not Working
- I only thought of him and how I loved our get aways.
- Love Working / Worked
- I love him with all of my heart!
- Music Not Working
- I cry when a sound reminds me of him.
- Reading Not Working
- He said he'd heard it all before.
- Support from Friends & Family Somewhat Helpful
- Friends are supportive and there for me. But I still hurt! Family is GLAD he is gone!
- Talking Somewhat Helpful
- At times. But is such a temporary fix.
- Time Not Working
- The first 2 months I felt good and was so surprised. Not I am just devestated and can't hardly function.
Close Physical & Emotional Abuse
I couldn't take the verbal, mental, emotional & on some occasions physical abuse any longer. He's in denial & turns everything around to blame me. He has absolutely NO empathy. I made him leave almost 3 months ago. I was doing great. But I miss him. I don't miss the abuse. But he was a jeckyl and hyde. He could be so loving and charming, just as he could be so extremely mean. He thinks he is the victim. He thinks nothing about telling a lie & I really believe he has himself convinced of them.
Treatments
- Divorce Not Working
- I miss him. It HURTS.
