Journal

OK NEW MOM RECOVERING ADDICT TO CIGGS DRUGS SEX AND ALCOHOL 1 YEAR SO FAR AND I PRAY IN JESUS NAME THE REEST OF MY LIFE THANKYOU JESUS

well its another bot yeah i am so excited his name is jayden and he is a big boy  i love him things r picking up for me thank u jesus

k today i am hirting my hips r getting bad i go to the ob clinic today hopefully they eill reffer me to a arteritis specail soon tylenol doesnt do it but any way i am thankful for my home and car i hope i make a succeceful day today i pray in jesus name mom and dad wrer both crappy yesterday not to hot this morning eather but hopefully that will change well little bit tired a had 6 nighntmares last night its just me and my son right now i am kinda of a scardy cat expecally now i am pregnant i love being pregnant but it is relly hard for me this time hope its a girl 5 months 3 weeks baby is a pound and a foot long today yeah i love to feel a bbay move inside of me well went to visit the dad in jail sunday it was ok but i think ill just write for a while not a real pleasent place to b but any way bro stareted counceling yes and mom  will start fri my older son in two weeks and me ang aust are alredy receiving counceling yeah it does help so far i am taking parenting classes 2 support groups lots of dr. visits hopefully aust atreted basketball today first time to play any sport he is 11 i am excited he has a dance coming up well gotta go love ya