Newbee1's Journal

I need to figure out what the hell people talk about beside the weather these days. A twenty minute palaver about hair products isn't for me either. I absolutlely hate small talk and when people act like they are interested in what you have to say but you realise they are just humoring you. I do pretty good at work because we talk about work but when I have to go out after and socialize I have work on the brain. I guess the best way to go is slow down and get back into being in the moment. I have been hitting the ground running again and getting run down reall fast as a result. Gonna make a lunch for tomorrow I think and not exist on coffee all day long. No wonder I feel like shit. My back is still really sore and this bloody cough isn't helping any.

Feeling really lonesome, proves my point though, unless I send little happy messages every fucking morning I am  on ignore. Thanks for the support...NOT!