TeressaKay's Journal

I am so happy right this moment! Without even a pain pill my pain just eased up, what a miracle! That has happened before but not very often. It is like a smile came down upon me from God. That Jesus delivered it to me Himself.

 

I haven't been around for a long while, too long. I have still had you guys in my mind and have been praying for you like always. Not too much has changed really.

 

We moved in April. My mom and dad bought a trailer and set it in the lot next to them for us to live in. It is very nice and like 300% better than where we were living. I am so thankful to God for blessing us so immensely.

 

Oh, yeah, I no longer smoke!!!! Yay!!!!!!! You know, all of you that have been praying for me and those of my friends at FB that have been, along with my offline friends and family, really moved a mountain with your prayers. God delivered me from that burden so completely, it was and is amazing!!!!!!! I just gave it over to him and started using the patches. It is not like easy street with them but it is like a ride on a nice gravel road, a few bumps that you have to contend with but the view is so much worth it. Then Wham! I was breaking out bad from them, I had been having a slight reaction but not unlike how I did when I tried to quit before, but now it was no good at all. So it was cold turkey from there and it was actually for the most part a breeze. God worked something in my body that took the need for this away. There were some, and even now once in a great while, moments when I still wanted a cigarette but the need is not there anymore. It is just awesome. Thank you all for praying for me in this matter. I give God all the praise for delivering me from this evil addiction.

 

Other than that, my son is a senior in high school this year! Wow, that is so wild to think of. He is a really great young man and has a good head on his shoulders. He is applying in December for the St. Louis College of Pharmacy. I sure pray he gets in there because if not he is applying for the program in Kansas City, MO and that is a long, long way away. I have to look at it this way, he could be applying to a college in Alaska or somewhere else just as far away, right? I dread the day he leaves. I do depend on him a lot. Yet I know that it is not healthy for me to dwell on that and that I have to let go.

 

I kinda have to go now, there not too much else to share at this time anyway. My son just walked in here from getting up and he is swollen from below his chin to he eyes and all red! My husband is taking him to the ER. Please pray.

 

Love in Christ to all and God bless you,

Teressa