I B/P and take laxatives for about 6 years now. I hate it so much! I really want to stop. My ED is so bad i have gotten to a stage where sometimes i B/P all day while i lock myself in my house when i get a chance. I take laxatives everyday. I am currently seeking treatment. i need more will power or motivation to block my feelings and emotional over eating and then purging, to say STOP ! JUST STOP B/P ! I do not have much family in the country and i feel like i am loosing all my friends. The only person knows about my problem is my boy friend and my cat..
I B/P and take laxatives for about 6 years now. I hate it so much! I really want to stop. My ED is so bad i have gotten to a stage where sometimes i B/P all day while i lock myself in my house when i get a chance. I take laxatives everyday. I am currently seeking treatment. i need more will power or motivation to block my feelings and emotional over eating and then purging, to say STOP ! JUST STOP B/P ! I do not have much family in the country and i feel like i am loosing all my friends. The only
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cats, dancing, gym, shopping, learning, chatting, friends, adventures, holidays, yellow, pink, my home,
September 26, 2008 5:13pm
doing good , i just had some crakers this moring so for the next 24 hours i am planning not to have much to eat, i will go back to sleep now, and …
July 6, 2008 6:02am
I was doing so well for the whole day , i tryed to keep my self busy for the whole day and went to sleep thinking that i will make it with out doing …
hello little kitty lol the cat 'juno' that lives upstairs keeps coming over to my place and now my boyfriend says he's having an afair with the cat hehe im so jelious! how are you? i havent been on this site in a long while.
Hugs to let you know I care and am concerned about you. You're not in this alone, I'm here for you.
XOXOXOX to my new friend=)
Be strong! There will be your day that you will have a realization until then try to just make yourself more aware of what you are doing while you are doing it. That was the hardest thing for me, I didnt realize anything until I really focused on it. Keep your head high!
Thanks for adding me as a friend =) xoxoxoxo
I have been Bulimic for 6 years now. I started when i was 14 years old. It has been a long hard trip for me through out my teenage years. My parents split and I moved out of home at the age of 15 years due to physical and mental abuse from my ex step father. my eating disorder have become my life and it still controls me. I dont know another way of living without it. i hate it
i just do not feel turned on and sex really sux! i dread having sex with my partner it is like a mission for me! what do i do and want shoudl i do to increase my sex drive? i a only 20! I am on depo injection and my period have stopped . when ever i have sex it just fels like that my partner is too deep and it hurts and feels so shit. i only started feeling like this in the past year and i have been with the same guy for 6 years . what shoudl i do and what is it that is effecting me ?
food is a drug
