Journal Entry for March 14, 2009
March 14, 2009 12:32pm
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About Me
I feel like I'm the only person in my situation. My situation is so unique, I started my life in this country with the person I love and cared for 6 years ago. It's wierd to explain. My world was with her. Now, I am back to 0(ZERO) years of life experience, because I have to start my world without her in this country. Everything was based on our lifestyle together, now I have to live by myself, Alone and nobody else. Meeting new friends who didn't grew up with me and trying to trust them like you really grew up with them. I got a few now, who welcomed me and accepted me for who I am. I am still trying to learn how to be friends with them in a right way. The way I describe friendship. One more big problem, my wife is gone crazy and she wants to take the kid out state and don't even think of the consequences to the kid. I want to be there for him, eventhough my relationship has ended with my wife. Now, put yourself in my shoes and imagine! just recently Dec 4, 2007 I prayed 3 days ago about my situation withmy wife. 3 hours later I got a call from mye friend for support. I ended up going with a friend that led me to church. I stopped believing God for 6 years, but I said I'll give it a try! the same night we prayed. I can't believe my wife called me! and a I was so calm down and understood everything that happened to us. My head was so populated with fear and all evil in this world that led me to suspicion. the second night after church prayer, she call me again, we talked and opened up and we figured out what happened. I think everything is all misunderstanding in this world. God is just amazing because he worked with me all the time. THe exact time I went to church was the exact time that my wife is going to file for restraining order against me that didn't go through online. Because of gossips, our relationship got so bad. Because I left God, I ruined my relationship. today is my 3rd day with the LORD GOD, she called again and we are going to be besfriends eventhough we are going to file a divorce on Monday. We agreed in all things, so no problem now! GOD IS GREAT! call me religious, I do believe in Him.
I feel like I'm the only person in my situation. My situation is so unique, I started my life in this country with the person I love and cared for 6 years ago. It's wierd to explain. My world was with her. Now, I am back to 0(ZERO) years of life experience, because I have to start my world without her in this country. Everything was based on our lifestyle together, now I have to live by myself, Alone and nobody else. Meeting new friends who didn't grew up with me and trying to trust them like you
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Thanks, bro. I hope all goes well with your soon-to-be x and that you can still be in your son's life.
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Theres nothing wrong woth bring picky hunny and knowing what you want , you will find another mate and when the right one comes along you may suprise yourself and not be as picky as you thought! Glad to hear your doing well x
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hey hows it going? :)
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I am great. I hope you are great too.
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I know what you mean. It makes me so mad that I cant stay mad at my x husband. No matter how mean and hateful he is to me, i still cant be mean to him, because hes my daughters daddy, and without him, I wouldnt have her. You know, if you really dont want to get back with your wife, maybe you should go ahead and file for divorce. Its just something that is going to have to be done, so you can close that chapter in your life and move on. YOu dont need to build yourself back up, just to be knocked back down! I hope you feel better, and ill bee thinking about you!
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One more big problem, my wife is gone crazy and she wants to take the kid out of STATE with the biological dad and don't even think of the consequences to the kid. I want to be there for him, eventhough my relationship has ended with my wife. I ask that they stay here. I am my sons dad from the day he was born, he is 7 yrs old now. Now divorce has no filed yet, the biological dad comes in. 3 problems..... love, custody, moving on and the same time!!!!!!!!! very hard
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