jUdEoUs's Journal

it's all almost over... i submitted my letters i'm just waiting till tomorrow for them to formally announce it. yay!! it's just soooo interesting how much i dreaded this for three whole years and now that it's actually here it's sooo easy.... even the part about the family... i dont even care. i never needed the conditional relationship to start with. and now that it's gone how could i ever really miss it.

everything is looking up. the money is supposed to be in soon... although a little later than expected. mabe in about a month for the big deal.. the smaller one is supposed to have been closed. i dont know... maybe sometime this week. 

i gotta talk to mike... about consideration and discretion. he's like a smart-dumb person. but for some reason hasnt figured out how to think and reason objectively. arrrrgh!! last nite.... 

brian is coming over. i like us sooo much better as friends. honestly. i wonder if he does too. but i cant ask him... i dont really need to know... plus we've done fine so far by not discussing our former relationship. tonite we will watch a movie and hang out... he's soooo sweet and understanding.  just lie joe but in a totally different wrapper.