vdank's Journal

idk anymore all i know is that i dotn like girls who are like "stuck" with their boyfriends because they dont want to lose a friend blah blah blha.. and i kinda of feel that thats how i am right now.. and idk what to do. im so disappointed by everyone in my life i need someone to step out and help me and no ones there to help me i think i do that to poeple but no one is doign it for me.. and i feel so lost and i want to be found and held and helped please send someone to help me to guide me i guess thats my test for you t.. i kind of mentioned that i need help and you havent mentioned anythiing of helpig nem other than "your here for me" but like really waht is "here" because in my book your not doing it. my head hurts. all it does is hurt. i need something differnet i need soemething ot change. its just not fair i feel that people arent here for me other than a.. when im here for them. im frustrated and angry and hurt. send someone to help me send someone to save me