vdank's Journal

today has been a relatively good day. a texted this morn to see if i wanted to go running and i was like why notttt so i went and i feel sooo good we had a good talk while we went. a truly is such a good friend a mentioned that she wanted to go back to church and i would love to go with her idk why i dont mention it but i would love to she has invited me several times but each time i have been bored i know being at church and just listening to those things would be good.. b and i hung out and it was nice we still cant really talk for some reason.. as if i dont really know what to say or b doesnt really know what to say.. work today was good but slowwwww.. but im sure my parents are thankful that i come out and help them

its stormy weather. one of our mailbox owners has thsi business with affirmations once again i guess its a sign to continue doing the affirmations for they do workas he says i just need to stop my negative thoughts from my conscious and open my mind so my subconcious will allow me to do its not neccesarily that im restricted its jsut that the restrictions in my life that was to protect me has negativly impacted me and become a barrior as he said.i am open to new things i am open to love i am open to friendships i can excel in school i am strong i am beautiful i trust the process of life

i hope tonights house at t will be good and i wont regret it.. a&a tomorrowwwwwww im so excited ive been anticipating this since.. thanksgiving wow so long [: but it should be worthwile i hope its not a bust.. im sad taht d cant come but im glad d is goign to tea with c and a and i in the morning that should be exciting and fun.

i have strep throat and so does a.. hm sucks but i can overcome it.

i need to see the dermatologist about my back.. its so bad i know that it will go away i jsut want it to go away noww im embarassed of it thats for sure. im going to take off my nail polish noww.

i send love to everyone i send love to myself i cant wait for heather's class thing at karma on tuesday.. school starts soon oh my.

oh yah p got a dui ]: .. i hope hes ok i send him love