vdank's Journal

the past few days have been good overall good times.. where should i start.. il lstartwith my dream yesterday i was like paralyzed and couldnt move and was on the phone with b.

today i saw t twice.. and it was nice the first time i said hi to t and the second time i saw t but just kept walking and t was like vanesssaa! and gave a huge smilee. which is nice [: haha little things like that make me happy. people still think i still like t  but i dont. i have forgiven t of everythng and have moved on to being friends with t. one of my really good friends..

a and i are somewhat shaky.. idk what it is a seems so distant from me and doesnt seem to care about anything i say maybe a has alot on her mind or something..but idk i beleive that we can figure it out and this will pass..

b [: hahah makes me happy im thankful that we are talking again b came into tutorial today but we were behind him so he didnt see us so he sat by the door and then i got all weird and was unable to talk to b so i sat up front but we ended up saying hi and walked togerther for abit  hahah b also texted me in 3rd cuz he was bored ahha but that still means i was on his little minddd and thenn b came into ceramics and that was funn. hmm all is well [: and i hope i get to see him this weekend. b mentioned again that b is free on friday ahhaha yet i failed to mention that we should hang out whcih we def should.. so idk hahaha poor guy... i must be such a confusing person. tho i did tell him already so he should know im a confusing indecisive person.

 c i love you <3 your the besttt like bestt bestt bestt. i hope you are dealing with your grandpa well and i love youuu.

oh! m said that m loved me today after a slight protest about never hearing it from m before. haha ii didnt return that love because i felt offended that i had to say something to make him say it.. ahha poor guy. i love m too tho one of my really good friends

overall life is good right now its perfect i wouldnt change it for the world. it feels like everything is in place and if the new year is going to start like this hail the new year [:

i still need to figure out what my goal is for the end of this year..... we shall see