vdank's Journal

things are good. logic midterm today.

i am smart. school comes easily to me. logic is easy. logic is easy. logic is easy. i am strong. i am beautiful. i love myself. school is easy.

3day weekend! i love my life. i love school. i love my roomates. i love my friends. i love my family. i love love life. i send love out. i trust the process of life. i know that it will take me where i am needed and where i should be taken. i trust that it will keep me safe. i am open to new relationships. i am open to new friendships. i am open to new things.

ryan is so hotcold!! i dont get it. but i do enjoy his company and i like getting to know him better. its like a puzzle that you want to solve! this weekend shall be fun.

i know it. 

caroline is gone.. this is what its going to be like next semester..

that brings me sadness.

i need to help cleaning around the room more. helping out the roomates..

ive been a shitty roomate. i shall clean and what not between lunch and my 2:30 class.

luke i send you love. hope you get better.

it was soooo good to see everybody this weekend. im glad the everyone had fun. im thankful clare and i are on better terms. i send her love. the weight is lifted. i really truly do feel lighter. its so weird.

and i feel that im coming to terms with bryan. i dont know who he is anymore. i guess i never knew who he was. by not knowing him its like the bryan i did know is dead so in ways it makes it so much easier. there doesnt seem to be much weight on that either. its dead weight ha. 

i want to work out today. a good run then gym sesh. perhaps after class.. 4-5:30.. thennnnn

taco thursday?!!?!? weeny and i  <3 

i send ang and ty love <33333 love you guys. miss you guys. i hate not being able to just call ang up and see her. but were not terribly far.