vdank's Journal

im thorughly annoyed. i dont get why i keep doing this when there is obviously no point. i dont know why i cant let htings go. i dont know why i let things bother me the way it does. i dont know why i care so much. this is all in regards to b,c,l. fuckkkkkkkkkkkkk. i forever release all of you. i blow out the candle. i burn all connections between you.

its so bizzare because when i go home from school its going to be so different.. i embrace that difference i embrace that. i embrace it.

 
its so annoying. i release them all. i shut the door on them. i cut the cord between them. ive been saying it for them since may (b & c)  you are officially out of my life. gone. out. leave me alone please. and g i fucking release you will you pleasee just leave me alone. why do i let them get to me why? actually george you just annoy me on the aspect that your a vindictive bitch. get over it.

 

i forever forget and release you bryan.

i forever forget you and release clare.

i forever forever forget you george.

i forever forget whatever happened between you and i luke.

 
taryn and i webchatted today it was so nice haha how i miss her. today was a blah of a day nothing eventful nothing interesting. i dont like boys. i forever release all negative feelings i felt today towards people. i send love. love love love.

 i love life. i do i love life. i love my parents. i am so grateful for my parents. i love life.

oh myyyyyyyyy and ryan you have the sexiest body everrrrr.

i am strong. i am beautiful. i can have whoever i want with out working for it. things come easily for me. i am skinny. i am sexy. boys are attracted to me. i attract lots of cute boys. i am open to new relationships. i am forgiving. i am respected. i am trusted. i am loved. i am loving. i am strong. i release all negative thoughts. i release all negitve energy. i love myself.

i send love to my friends i send love to people i meet and greet.