vdank's Journal

i just feel so angry and confused and frustrated and extremely negative. i just dont understand.. i feel so alone and lost. there feels like something is missing. im frustrated and annoyed. i feel like there is no one to turn to there is so much turmoil i want help i want a friendly face a friend. where did the good go?

how did it become like this what happened? what changed? why? i have so many unanswered questions? im trying to do the "out of sight out of mind" theres no one here for me to vent to i just want to vent im frustrated im so angry im so lost. everyoen i know seems to be so troubled. where did the good go? where did my best friend go i want to talk to you still oh so badly i miss you come back please. please. things will work out things will get better

im tired of being humpty dumpty im tired of trying to put the pieces back together and the ngetting broken all over

everyone seems distant or is it cuz im distant? idk. my heart hearts my soul hearts my head hurts i hurt. i just want it to go away i just want it to be all ok like it was and should be.

i cant put roots down i want to put roots down i am open to new relationships i am open to love i am forgiving i am beautiful and wonderful i am friendly and nice and trustworthy i am a good friend i have good friends i am strong i am open to new relationships i am open to love i am open to love i am open to help i am a beautiful strong person