vdank's Journal

i'm hurting so much. my body hurts my heart hurts everything hurts. i feel lost and alone feeling like i dont have anyone to talk to to tell them how i feel i cant express how i feel in words. all i know is im close to tears and feel like im on the verge of depression my body hurts and all i want is to lay in bed b idk what is with you but i send you love. i care about you so much i know there is something on your mind that  you cant tell me. i believe that it has something to do with me tho you say it isnt i dont believe it. i send you love and will greet you with open arms when you are ready to talk

i feel so alone with out anyone to talk to  where are my friends when i need them. yesterday in my room when  iwas extremly distraught desperately needing a friend i was without one and felt extremly alone and lost. i hurt i fear not having friends yet i seem to not have many the people who love me seem nonexistent and arent here i need a friend so badly. someone ot lean on and im lost withouit one and feeling so alone.

im so scared of getting hurt. and i feel like im walking into a trap im so lost and so alone and hurt so bad. i release these thoguhts i release this energy. i am open to love

i am open to love.