We're on Facebook!
Check out our page!
DS Store is Open
DS t-shirts and more
Advertisement
  • About Me

    Image of Tosh

    Tosh

    Female, 37, Married
    ON, CAN
    Member since November 27, 2007

    • About Me

      I'm a 37 year old student of Graphic Design. I have experienced and survived sexual abuse and am learning how to cope better with ADD. Life is a little rocky right now having gone through some financial and marital difficulty. Very soon we'll be moving in with my husband's family for a while. This will be difficult but I think it's going to be ok.

      I'm a 37 year old student of Graphic Design. I have experienced and survived sexual abuse and am learning how to cope better with ADD. Life is a little rocky right now having gone through some financial and marital difficulty. Very soon we'll be moving in with my husband's family for a while. This will be difficult but I think it's going to be ok.

    • Interests

      Sculpting, reading, drawing, anything creative (except cooking, yuck!), learning, reading, science fiction, stupid movies like Sean of the Dead and Army of Darkness, societal movies like Instinct and One Flew Over the Cuckoo's Nest, Action movies like Raiders of the Lost Arc. Life, love and laughter : )

      Sculpting, reading, drawing, anything creative (except cooking, yuck!), learning, reading, science fiction,

  • Recent Activity

    November 9

    • Tosh gave Buradi a hug 7:16pm

      Hope you're feeling at least a little, but hopefully a lot better today.…  
    • Tosh started a goal to find support for ADD.
      Give your support!
      1:24am

      contacting the university to set up an appointment.…  
    • Tosh gave Buradi a prayer 1:08am

      I'm Praying for you sweetheart. Things will get better.…  
    • Tosh gave Buradi superhero status 1:02am

      You are your own superhero! You have come this far. You're stronger than you feel right at this moment.…  
  • Journal

    • Journal Entry for December 11, 2007

      Mood December 11, 2007 2:17pm

      I had a nice, friendly chat with Leelu about revenge and Cherry Garcia ice cream this afternoon and it was just what I needed! I'm feeling so …

    • Journal Entry for December 10, 2007

      Mood December 10, 2007 3:12am

      Having life troubles.

      My daughter told me this weekend that she doesn't like my husband. She begged me not to tell him. She stressed that she …

    • Journal Entry for December 5, 2007

      Mood December 5, 2007 4:20pm

      I'm feeling mostly good now with a lot of tired mixed in.

      I upped the dose on my ADD medication and was up all night again last night I finally …

    • Journal Entry for December 4, 2007

      Mood December 4, 2007 7:51pm

      I'm feeling really good again. I'm convinced the medication I'm on for ADD is really good for me, I'm feeling more energy and more …

    • Journal Entry for December 4, 2007

      Mood December 4, 2007 1:01pm

      I've joined a support group for sexual abuse. I hope the love and acceptance I gained for myself after relating to Megan Meyers can continue into …

    Read Journal

  • Hugbook

    Give Tosh a hug



    • Hug

      From Buradi November 10

      I was. Until now.

    • Thanks

      From Buradi November 9

    • Hug

      From gcshorty5 April 29, 2008

      Hey! I haven't seen you on here in forever..how have you been? I actually just started concerta and had a question about it if you were gonna stick around on here..

    • Hug

      From leelu April 15, 2008

      I woke up thinking about you and a comment a friend of mine made to me once. I was so moved that two of my good friends had driven 300 miles in order to be with me for my first birthday in a new city. I kept saying how much it meant to me and how touched I was. My friend said, you know, I wouldn't do this for just anyone, and you keep saying how great we are, well I wouln't waste time being friends with anyone who wasn't great, so since I'd drive all this way for you, ou must be great too! It stuck with me because at moments when I feel worthless, I look at all of the amazing people in my life and tell myself they wouldn't be here if there wasn't something great about me, even if I can't see it right now. Check out the people who love and care for you, I'd imagine they're pretty awasome...Just a thought :)

    • Hug

      From leelu April 15, 2008

      I was so happy to hear from you I've been worried and you've been on my mind often. I've been absent from dailystength for a while too. Some times reaching out feels like so much work, and like you said, often you don't get the response you want. I'm trying to change my attitude from expecting the right things from people to sometimes their trying is enough. I'm suprised you think you have trouble connecting, because after our few conversations, you have certianly come to matter to me, and I believe you deserve all the caring and support you need and then some! Funny how our perceptions of ourselves are so different from how others see us, because I feel much the same way you do, and am confused when people care about me. I hope you're feeling better and creating art, you're so talented! Take care. KAI

    Read Hugbook

  • Goals

    Progress

    0 %

    Goal End Date is Nov 15, 09 8 days ago.
  • Support Groups

    • Close ADHD / ADD

      Feeling less isolated about being a person with ADD. Mental illness is just an illness. Like diabetes. My sister refuses to understand me and that's ok. I found with the use of Concerta and vigerous walking 45 minutes a day I was feeling pretty alert and focused and happy. However winter is here now and I'm not getting my exercise. What a difference!

      Treatments

      Concerta Working / Worked
      Is improving focus and concentration. No side effects to speak of. Lost weight initially but have regained my appetite.
      Wellbutrin Not Working
      Tried Wellbutrin and it was the worst drug I've ever been on! It made me sleepy to the point of passing out in a movie theatre. It removed my personality. I felt like a slug.
    • Close Sexual Abuse

      I have abuse in my past that I don't remember. I have had counseling for this and each time have gotten to a certain level and then things go quiet for me. I think it may be time again to start looking at it.

      Treatments

      Talking Working / Worked
      I find that listening to others talk makes me feel compassionate and understanding toward those people who are just like me. This then helps me to feel compassionate and accepting of myself and I can feel the same kind of love for myself. If I can listen to someone's story and want to help them and take away their hurt by telling them it's ok, they deserve peace and happiness, then why wouldn't I be deserving of that as well? It helps.
  • Friends


Advertisement
Content on DailyStrength.org is for informational purposes only. We do not provide any medical advice, diagnosis or treatment. More info
Portions of support group and treatment information provided by Wikipedia under the GNU FDL license
Copyright 2006-2009, DailyStrength, Inc. All rights reserved.
Terms of Service | Privacy Policy | Report Abuse | HSW International | HSW China | HSW Brazil