sugarcoateddreamz's Journal

well......not been on for while been busy gettin myself out there and had bad ear infection :( bt all sorted now had op today :) saw my g/f at weekend think i kinda forgot how strong my feelings are for her as didnt see her for so long bt just seein her was amazin an a great suprise i love the time i spend with her eveno its not as much as we would like its still amazing and the little things amaze me, god i ramble on bout her but finally i think ive found someone right!! gettin along better with my parents now too which is good talkin to my mom bout my feelings more and why i self harm and stuff shes trying too be more understanding bless her, off on sick pay atm as i wanna get fully better before i try again, psychiatrist says doing well only down 2 one session a week now also been trying to spend more time with my mates and ive cut down my drinkin well loads and i can control it when i go out now doing soo well bless me but still gonna carry it on and not stray now!