sugarcoateddreamz's Journal

here i am again feelin like shit a ex mate of mine has been slagging me off and saying some of the worst things i pretend too everyone its okay but its really hurtful, i mean some stuff is just below the belt nastyness and i havent even said ought bout her until i retaliated which ofcourse has blown outta proportion, and too top it all off a so called mate is now dating a girl who she knew i was into and seein at one point who left me for a guy, they both totally blanked me all nite then decided too rub the fact they were together in my face, so messed my night up a bit when all i want is too enjoy myself, and my best mate dont get me wrong he cheers me up but i cant seem too talk too him theres no one i can really talk too bout this so it makes matters worse ppl dont seem 2 understand it :(