Journal Entry for December 1, 2007
December 1, 2007 4:24pm
I'm here to get help and to help others as well. Right now I'm dealing with a very recent breakup and I've been going through extreme …
AleUrb 
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About Me
AleUrb
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About Me
Update: Well its Oct 2009 and over 2 years since I joined DS. It seems that one problem or cause of worry replaces another. It's like I keep finding reasons to be depressed. I hated my old job, got a new one and hate it more.(I just lost this job 2 months ago) As much as I love my girlfriend, I'm worried about letting her down. I worry about my house (now I'm almost certainly going to lose the house), I've had childhood fear of being homeless. I'm worried about the state of the world. Crime, poverty, etc. I mostly feel anxiety in the mornings when I think about all of the things I should do to make my life better. I just want to crawl back to bed and sleep because my waking hours (especially in the morning) are spent worrying about things.
Update: Well its Oct 2009 and over 2 years since I joined DS. It seems that one problem or cause of worry replaces another. It's like I keep finding reasons to be depressed. I hated my old job, got a new one and hate it more.(I just lost this job 2 months ago) As much as I love my girlfriend, I'm worried about letting her down. I worry about my house (now I'm almost certainly going to lose the house), I've had childhood fear of being homeless. I'm worried about the state of the world. Crime, poverty,
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Interests
Almost any form of art be it paintings, sculptures, etc. I love comic books, movies in general especially independent films. My dream is to be a motivational speaker and to start my own business and help others achieve their dreams.
Almost any form of art be it paintings, sculptures, etc. I love comic books, movies in general especially
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Hugbook
Get Well Soon!
Hugs
Hug
I read what you wrote in my anxiety vs depression post, and just wanted to say it sounds like we're in the exact same boat. I hope things get better for ya.
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Get well soon. Take Care
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Chocolate
Hello new friend :) take care
Prayer
I am so sorry to hear that you are having a hard time but just know that GOD will not put more on you then you can bear. I will be praying for u.
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Type: Clinical (Major) DepressionGeneral Anxiety
Close Financial Challenges
I worry constantly about financial issues. To put it simply, I'm stuck in a job where It's extremely hard to function given my emotional state. At the same time, I know I'm very lucky to still be employed. I fell like I'm living on borrowed time. I have a loan on my home that I can't afford and support my mother and girlfriend financially. Even my psychiatrist said I've had a 'tough year'.
Treatments
- Earn Money Working / Worked
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