Hi MOONIE
November 18, 2009 7:02pm
Be happy and smile
Progress
20 %
Goal End Date is Feb 5, 10 76 more days.
supermodel
10:01am, July 24, 2009
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About Me
supermodel
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About Me
I have bipolar anxiety, depression and panic disorder. I'm really really really suffer about 10 years, I hate myself I often think of suicide, why I can't enjoy in my life with anything I can't live or produce in this world with bipolar it's killing me everyday it's like a hell I hate my life I can't study sometime I can't work how many times I'm upsets not only in social or family I can't speak I can't read I can expression I can't do anything I've to stop this disaster, I'll not get marriage or have kids with this disease I've patient with myself but till when? I'm lost in this world I don't know how can I live?
I have bipolar anxiety, depression and panic disorder. I'm really really really suffer about 10 years, I hate myself I often think of suicide, why I can't enjoy in my life with anything I can't live or produce in this world with bipolar it's killing me everyday it's like a hell I hate my life I can't study sometime I can't work how many times I'm upsets not only in social or family I can't speak I can't read I can expression I can't do anything I've to stop this disaster, I'll not get marriage or
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Interests
I love sport and I'm work and studying IT in the same time, I love reading hung out with my friends I love fashion I hope one day become a supermodel and successful in my life and career........................................ I love video games a spend a good time in that and love to take a photo, yoga, parties, love my family.
I love sport and I'm work and studying IT in the same time, I love reading hung out with my friends I
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supermodel commented on their journal entry Hi MOONIE 7:07pm
Don't listen to the bad thoughts in your minds and don't listen to your fear. love yourself and love…
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supermodel wrote a journal entry updating 5 goals 7:02pm
Be happy and smile…
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supermodel changed their mood to Good 7:01pm
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supermodel changed their mood to Good 7:01pm
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supermodel changed their mood to Good 7:01pm
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Journal Entry for September 24, 2009
September 24, 2009 10:55am
I still try and and try to accept my life and live.
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Hey there really hope all is well with you.......HUGS......
Rainbow
good pix did you take them or modelf or them?
are u really in saudi arabia or am i stoooopid
have a great day-lets have a party!
Good Luck
Just wanted to say good luck with this! I know you will be able to do it. Having a bachelors degree opens up so many doors. :) Let me know how it is going, ok? Take it easy!
Ray of Sunshine
Sending a little sunshine your way this morning sweetheart. I probably have been through this before and if so I appologize. I am absolutely terrible with names so please forgive my stupidity. I pray that you had a great weekend and that your day is going well. Take care and God Bless you my friend.
Love and Hugs,
Chris
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Close Bipolar Disorder
Well its start from 1999 after my operation I was anorexic and really my life after that till its a misery I cant enjoy in my life and I always feel panic from people and Im not optimistic, I used medicine from doctor but its help but in 2004 I stopped than its back again and worst then before because from my behavior I can think its obviously to people around me Im shy from myself I prefer to live alone but my studying and scores its low so really I have to do something.
Treatments
- Abilify Working / Worked
- help me.
- Depakote Not Working
- it's help from beginning but now make me sleep and lost my mind
- Group Therapy Working / Worked
- Lamictal Working / Worked
- I like it this medicine it's great
- Physical Exercise Too Soon to Tell
- Reading Too Soon to Tell
- Risperdal Not Working
- Its good but make sleeping and sometime depression and I cant compare between my bipolar and this effect I feel I am worst than before.
- Seroquel Working / Worked
- something change on me yes it's work I love it, but make me sleeping.
- Tegretol Somewhat Helpful
- well it's good.
- Zyprexa Somewhat Helpful
- gain my weight and sleeping
Close Depression
Type: Clinical (Major) DepressionSuffered from depression all my life.
Treatments
- Cognitive Behavioral Therapy Too Soon to Tell
- Keeping Busy Too Soon to Tell
- Lexapro Working / Worked
- make me sleep
- Meditation Too Soon to Tell
- Positive Thinking Too Soon to Tell
- Prozac Somewhat Helpful
- I feel sleeping
- Psychotherapy Too Soon to Tell
- Talking Too Soon to Tell
- Writing Too Soon to Tell
- Yoga Too Soon to Tell
- Celexa Too Soon to Tell
