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Journal Entry for January 1, 2009 Mood
Thursday, January 1, 2009

 

                                   H A P P Y   N E W    Y E A R  !  !

 

       I'm hoping this year will be better than last year. I have made many positive choices in my life, for the better. My brother Bill and I have a VERY TOXIC relationship, which I have tried to eliminate. He went to the hospital the other day, said it was a heart attack, if he thinks, that if he dies, I'm going to feel guilty because I wasn't talking to him when he died, he is VERY WRONG. I'm fed up with him and his head games. I'm still talking to him,  if he chooses not to talk to me, that's his problem not mine. He has bullied me all his life and I'm not going to take it anymore. I think he figures if he doesn't tell me, I'll be pist off, actually I don't really care ! I have just had enough and DON'T CARE ! If he dies I will attend the funeral as I should being a loving sister, it's just his lack of respect for me that bugs me. He's not like that to Connie !  He thinks it's up to him, to run my life.  NOT 

       I have an account on facebook, that I'm trying to get back into but, have forgotten  everything I need to get into it, so I've written to the administrators for help. My sister said I can write how I feel on there every day. I feel more comfortable writing on DS to total strangers than for family. That's all for this new year's day.  

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