Marshmallows23's Journal

           I went to Jim's with Buddy's furminator, he was REALLY IMPRESSED. When I told him I ordered one, he said it can't work that good, I don't believe it. He was stunned by how much fur he got off Buddy. He told me Buddy won't let me brush him, I said wait and see. I put the brush on the floor for Buddy to familiarize himself with it. At first he let me make about couple swipes then walked away. I waited for him to come back, then I brushed him more. He doesn't mind being brushed now. Jim said we got more hair off Buddy than what he has. It's true, he's going bald ! LOL I talked to Jim about how I felt about finishing the garden, then I realize it's not that in perticular, it's the fact I won't have anything else to do. I NEED STRUCTURE, in my life. Jim told me to come out today some time and we'll play scrabble or another game. Jim and I are a lot alike because his family is all over and just his one son, sees him. I don't have a family so we're basically the same nothing to do. Connie has her family here, which she babysits for and goes shopping. Jim is also on nerve medication, and understands me better than Bill and Connie. He knows what it's like to feel so empty, alone and feel so helpless, he's been there too.

          I went to the anxiety group again today, but I'm really not getting much out of it. One of the other lady said she wants more information too, so I don't feel bad, she feels the same way I do.  I have my Cronic Condition class today from 10:00 til 12:30. then I'll go to Jims. I found the box of silverwear I was looking for, now I have all new ones. I cleaned out that WHOLE DRAWER, what a job. I'm glad it's done though. I need to buy a new tool box or find another box to put the stuff in that I hardly use. I need to do something like that. The one side of the drawer was filled with household stuff that I don't need right now, like two new light switch plates. I bought them when I moved in and since replaced them with newer, fancier ones.

          Should go to bed soon, have to shower, brush the kitties, breakfast and out the door before 10 AM. that's plenty of time, it's just I don't know how long it will take to fall asleep. I don't sleep well sometimes, last week I only slept 3 hours one night just couldn't sleep, no reason why, just couldn't. I'm not really tired right now either. Oh Well I need to try anyway. I'm looking forward to playing games with Jim. Night.

  ~ HUGS ~