Marshmallows23's Journal

  DEAR DAVE

       I've been really depressed lately, I was thinking about how much you still loved me, even when I am depressed. It's so lonely now, with just my kitties. I look at your photo on my wall all the time. I miss that silly grim, and smiling face. I miss you sitting together on the couch watching TV. I knew how much you loved me just by being there.  I haven't been out to see you much this year because I didn't feel the need to come. I find when I'm depressed I come, because I miss the people I used to love. No, I'm not looking for anyone either. Sometimes I wish I did, but can't be bothered. I'm afraid it might make my life more complicated and I don't want that.

         I saw a bear at Zeller's last night, it had a racing uniform, that would fit Puddy. He would be soo happy if I could have had one back then. I started listening to the Fox radio staion, country music. I went out yesturdy and it was MRN radio staion, Boy did that bring back a lot of memories of us. I remember all the times we listened on the radio when there was no coverage. There are sooo many drivers I've never heard of and some still there that I do. I hope you're going to the races in the super speedway in the sky like you said you would. Your favourite driver is there.

         Jim has moved down here and is enjoying it. I ran into Jena at the hospital a few weeks back, she's really nice. I mis you so much and just wanted to remind you how much I still love you. I miss you !