I'm someone who is searching, for what it is I'm not quite sure yet. I'm interested in spirituality and healing in all of its many forms. I have struggled with anxiety, substance issues and depression throughout my life. The depression seems to be more overwhelming now then it has been in the past though. I'm not quite sure what will help but thought I'd give this a try. I definitely think that others that have dealt with these issues have more understanding then others in my life that haven't struggled with these issues. These issues have also given me a sensitive/accepting nature so I hope I can also give back to others out there struggling as I am.
I'm someone who is searching, for what it is I'm not quite sure yet. I'm interested in spirituality and healing in all of its many forms. I have struggled with anxiety, substance issues and depression throughout my life. The depression seems to be more overwhelming now then it has been in the past though. I'm not quite sure what will help but thought I'd give this a try. I definitely think that others that have dealt with these issues have more understanding then others in my life that haven't struggled
Not sure I can think of all of them now, but definitely spirituality, and how to find my way out of this depression. Besides that I love animals and the outdoors. When I have more energy I like to do various types of exercise and outdoorsy types of things.
Not sure I can think of all of them now, but definitely spirituality, and how to find my way out of this
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hey ((((((((((((((((((((chelle)))))))))))))))))) i suffer from major anxiety and such it keeps me from eaving my house as well.I hate it.
i use to be worse and such atleast now i go to the doctors alone and grocery s hurray for me LOL
i understand about the depression just came out of the darkness myself
they upped my effexor XR and I am fine now
wish u luck if u need to chat sweety I am here just give me a hollor. I am new to this
have a web site totally different so bare with me hon ok
lol sis jan
Thanks for the hug, its much appreciated. I am now spending more time in a better place but it is still hard. Hope you are doing well.
Thank you for your reply on crisis and your hug it means alot.
Lol, thats fine! Three hugs are better than one :]! Sigh- yeah I dont know which option will depress me more. Hiding out alone in my apartment smelling everyone else's dinners or going to a family dinner and pretending I don't want to go insane, lol. Gotta love the holidays.
Thank you for your reply to my post. Unfortunately there are no family members that know, though I think my mom suspects. No one would listen when I tried to talk about his physical abuse, let alone anything other than that. Yeah I might just have to leave if it becomes too much; I don't know how I let them trap me into their company.
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Hello all my name is Chelle I've struggled with anxiety, eating disorders, substance abuse issues and depression throughout my life. For many reasons I am currently experiencing a more severe depression now then I have in the past. Anyway, I thought I'd try this as a support as most of those I interact with on a daily basis don't seem to understand.
Anxiety is an issue I have struggled with ever since childhood. I didn't receive a diagnosis until just a few years ago though. It has been better and worse over the years, but now is fairly well controlled after having been through lots of therapy and taking medication (prozac) at least for the time. I think that anxiety is the main issue I have, and many of the other issues I have stem from this. (alcohol social lubricant, eating disorder tied to perfectionistic thinking I used to have)
I was unsure for a long time if I was an alcoholic or not. I went in for an assessment for chemical dependency and was told that I am an alcoholic. I went to inpatient treatment for 28 days, and am feeling so much better now. My sober date is 6/14/08. I'm attending AA currently on a daily basis. Treatment and AA have done wonders for me.
Hi there, I'm new also with multiple issues including eating disorderds so I hope we can support each other, peace to you in your journey.... chelle...
Not much to say, I'm vegetarian and would like to transition to being vegan.
