Sometimes I feel like I"m just …
Sometimes I feel like I"m just another burden to everyone around me. I feel like they;'re saying "o here goes Laura …
I have put my medication in my purse so if i forget when i leave home i at least have them with me, i am feeling better once I have taken them on time.
Hubby really pissed me off today and I told him off. I was studying and all, and he came into the bedroom where i was and told me that he needed me to help him get some boxes put away cause he was going over to the old place today to get the furnature out, I asked him how he would do that with no lift, and he said landlord's son had a way figured out. So i stopped what I was doing and went out tohelp him. I got a bunch of things all moved and the laundry all sorted and then i started a new load, all while hubby was running from here to there doing whatever he wanted to do. THen I said something to hubby about going to get the furniture and he said to me "how am i going to do that with no truck to bring it back in?" I laid into him, i told him that he didn't tell me that when he asked me to stop studying and come help him, i told him that i busted my butt to get boxes moved and put away cause he told me that he was getting the furniture today, not that he was going to get the furnature if he got a truck. There is a big difference, and he could tell that I was really pissed so i said to him, can you at least go over and get the vacuum and the stuff that will fit into the van. So he left about 5 minutes ago to at least go get something from over there. I really need my vacuum, my carpet is looking terrible around here. Better go switch laundry, Later you all
Sometimes I feel like I"m just another burden to everyone around me. I feel like they;'re saying "o here goes Laura …
I feel so numb and dead inside. IT's as if I'm fighting an inner war with myself, and somehow I keep losing. A few days …
Last night was one of the worst nights I have had in a while. I had a knife to my neck and was threatening to slit my …