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bird99 
5:06pm, July 14, 2009
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About Me
bird99
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About Me
I have one year left of my "hard core" nursing classes that is leading me to the ultimate goal of becoming an RN. I am a mother of two children ages 7 1/2 and 5, and have a disabled husband who was injured in an at work accident in November 2005. We are currently fighting with worker's comp for hubby perament total disability and until that eventaully comes through. I work shifts with another local paid fire/rescue department to make the ends meet (well as close to meeting as I can get). Also in my free time I am a volunteer EMT for my local community. I have been running rescue for just over 3 years now and I absolutley love giving back to the community and helping out those in their greatest times of need.
I have one year left of my "hard core" nursing classes that is leading me to the ultimate goal of becoming an RN. I am a mother of two children ages 7 1/2 and 5, and have a disabled husband who was injured in an at work accident in November 2005. We are currently fighting with worker's comp for hubby perament total disability and until that eventaully comes through. I work shifts with another local paid fire/rescue department to make the ends meet (well as close to meeting as I can get). Also in
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Interests
Friends, fun, talking, e-mail, cool fall days, walks in the woods at sunset, helping those in need, and giving back to my community.
Friends, fun, talking, e-mail, cool fall days, walks in the woods at sunset, helping those in need, and
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Hugbook
Little Love
Here is a Huge Warm Fuzzy Hug! Know you are loved! :)
Thanks
Thank you for your words of encouragement on my journal! I appreciate it! Hugs! I am really sorry to see the sad face. Hope things get better for you soon! Take care!
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Flower
Flowers for your Anniversary! Have a great one!
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Celebration
A smashing 93.4%! Victory dance time! Whoop!
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Go For It
Apple pie - yummy! That is how I make my pie crust too! Apple pie is easy, you should do just fine! Top with vanilla ice cream - yummy!
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Goals
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Support Groups
Close Depression
Type: Clinical (Major) Depressioni am married with 2 children (7 and 5), my husband of 10 yrs was injured at work and is now disabled and cannot work. I am a full time nursing student, while my hubby mostly sits sitting on his ass doing nothing and especially not helping out around the house. Once in a while he's helpful(especially when i have a meltdown screaming bitch fit at him) but mostly he's a spoiled teenager. I am at my witt's end. I am sick of being the only adult around here
Treatments
- Celexa Working / Worked
- My rage and anger is decreased, though I am still happier when i can just stay at home and hide from the world. i have mostly lost interest in sex.
- Lexapro Working / Worked
- dr switched me to celexa cause it has a generic
- Psychotherapy Considering
- I want to go back, but with my life a disaster and being pulled in 1000 differet directions I just can't find the time to actually make an appointment and go, plus the last time I actually went to one appointment and I didn't like my thearpist, she was too "out there" she was a holeistic healer and had a nose, eyebrow, and tounge ring. I couldn't take her serious...I know I should go back but when?
- Writing Working / Worked
- i do feel better writing journals on here. I feel better when i get it out
Close Anxiety
I have always felt uneasy in social situations, but i feel myself almost sick with worry about social situations. I mostly don't want to go out but I have to for my children
Treatments
- Breathing Exercises Working / Worked
- some times it helps, I just have to stay in control
Open Eating Disorders
I am am emotional eater,I eat cause I'm bored, upset, tired, mad, worried, happy, you name it, it's a reason for me to eat. I use food as a way to not deal with my feelings.
Treatments
- Overeaters Anonymous (OA) Considering
- I want to go, but i am afraid of the social situation aspect
Open Obesity
I was a "solid" kids, but then to deal with the depression in my teenage years i started eating, and well now food is my feel good drug. I eat to avoid dealing with my feelings.
Treatments
- Overeaters Anonymous (OA) Considering
- Physical Exercise Working / Worked
- I get embarrsed, being this big sweaty person on the treadmill, covered in sweat, looking bad with all these cute skinny people around me
- Weight Watchers Considering
- don't have time for meetings and don't have money for the memebership fee
Open Infidelity
bird99 hasn’t entered any details for this support group.Open Migraine Headaches
I've had migranes for most of my life, they're not a regualr occurence thankfully, but totally dibiliatating when they strike
Treatments
Open Polycystic Ovarian Syndrome (PCOS)
I was diagnosed with PCOS while TTC #1, even then I wasn't told what I had, just told that i would have troulbe trying to have a child, once i actually had a name, i found books and resources to help take care of my self
Treatments
- Clomid Working / Worked
- fertility treatments in 2001, worked with the help of repronexx
- Metformin Working / Worked
- helped with energy and helped me lose weight
- Oral Contraceptives Working / Worked
- regulated my cycles
- Provera Working / Worked
- used to induce a period
- Repronex Working / Worked
- worked in induce ovulation is conjunction with chlomid
Open Post Partum Depression
I experienced this after the birth of my son, he is now 5 yrs old and I am still on antidepressants
Treatments
- Celexa Working / Worked
- seems to help with the crying and feeling of inadequateness.
Open Pregnancy
Currently looking into having another child
Open Female Sexual Issues
bird99 hasn’t entered any details for this support group.Open Parenting Newborns & Infants (0-1)
bird99 hasn’t entered any details for this support group.Open Breastfeeding
Breastfed child #2 for 13 months
Open Sexual Abuse
I can't believe I am admitting this, but it happened to me when i was young, like 5 - 7 somewhere in there i have blocked most of it out, but I know it happend, it was my uncle, my mom's youngest brother, i told he had to go to thearpy and now I am supposed to forget it ever happened and when i see him pretend that he never violated me like that and that he never did anything wrong, that's the hardest part
