Today is better
July 5, 2009 2:14pm
I am feeling not as pissy today, I got on the treadmill while watching a funny movie so i made it 31 minutes this time. After the walk, i got …
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bird99
10:36pm, March 21, 2009
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About Me
bird99
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About Me
I have one year left of my "hard core" nursing classes that is leading me to the ultimate goal of becoming an RN. I am a mother of two children ages 7 and 4, and have a disabled husband who was injured in an at work accident in November 2005. We are currently fighting with worker's comp for hubby perament total disability and until that eventaully comes through. I work shifts with another local paid fire/rescue department to make the ends meet (well as close to meeting as I can get). Also in my free time I am a volunteer EMT for my local community. I have been running rescue for just over 3 years now and I absolutley love giving back to the community and helping out those in their greatest times of need.
I have one year left of my "hard core" nursing classes that is leading me to the ultimate goal of becoming an RN. I am a mother of two children ages 7 and 4, and have a disabled husband who was injured in an at work accident in November 2005. We are currently fighting with worker's comp for hubby perament total disability and until that eventaully comes through. I work shifts with another local paid fire/rescue department to make the ends meet (well as close to meeting as I can get). Also in my free
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Interests
Friends, fun, talking, e-mail, cool fall days, walks in the woods at sunset, helping those in need, and giving back to my community.
Friends, fun, talking, e-mail, cool fall days, walks in the woods at sunset, helping those in need, and
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taking today off.
July 4, 2009 4:55pm
My knee hurts today, so i am not going on the treadmill today, well unless later my knee is feeling better. I know I should be doing more time …
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In-Law's strike again!
July 3, 2009 4:55pm
I LOVE MY IN-LAWS, i wonder if i keep saying it that i might actually believe it one day ....sigh.... Hubby came home from dropping some …
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Journal Entry for July 3, 2009
July 3, 2009 3:21pm
29 minutes on the treadmill today. Again I tried to make it go faster by watching a movie, but the movie that I am watching is dumb (Bedtime …
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Moment of Peace
Have a great peaceful day. I am proud of you starting to use the treadmill. Keep up the good work.
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You're a very special person and I hope you remember that. You work so hard and I'm always impressed with your accomplishments! HUG
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Your cat and mine sound so alike! LOL Hope that the doctors find out what is making you so tired. I keep saying I'm going to push my doctors to check that out, too, but haven't. Me bad. I hope you can get some rest - I know it's hard with the kids, the husband, and everything else, but I can wish it for you, right? {{{HUGS}}}
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Moment of Peace
Gwen is mostly Russian Blue, but she has some other breed in her (she has 3 little spots of white and, now that she's getting older we can see some orange under her top coat). She's such a stereotypical cat - very aloof, yet she wants to be petted when she wants to be petted! Was your cat the same? Sending you wishes for some good moments of peace! {{{HUGS}}}
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Little Love
Just sending you a little love and hoping all is okay by you. Haven't had much of a chance lately to keep up with everyone, but didn't want you to think I'd forgotten you, Robin! {{{HUGS}}}
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Close Depression
Type: Clinical (Major) Depressioni am married with 2 children (7 and 4), my husband of 9yrs was injured at work and is now disabled and cannot work. I am a full time nursing student, I now work full time to support my family, while my hubby sits sitting on his ass doing nothing and especially not helping out around the house. Once in a while he's helpful but mostly he's a spoiled teenager. I am at my witt's end.
Treatments
- Celexa Working / Worked
- My rage and anger is decreased, though I am still sad and have loss of interest and cry when talking about my feelings. i have mostly lost interest in sex.
- Lexapro Working / Worked
- dr switched me to celexa cause it has a generic
- Psychotherapy Considering
- I want to go back, but with my life a disaster and being pulled in 1000 differet directions I just can't find the time to actually make an appointment and go, plus the last time I actually went to one appointment and I didn't like my thearpist, she was too "out there" she was a holeistic healer and had a nose, eyebrow, and tounge ring. I couldn't take her serious...I know I should go back but when?
Close Anxiety
I have always felt uneasy in social situations, but i feel myself almost sick with worry about social situations. I mostly don't want to go out but I have to for my children
Treatments
- Breathing Exercises Working / Worked
- some times it helps, I just have to stay in control
Open Eating Disorders
I am am emotional eater,I eat cause I'm bored, upset, tired, mad, worried, happy, you name it, it's a reason for me to eat. I use food as a way to not deal with my feelings.
Treatments
- Overeaters Anonymous (OA) Considering
- I want to go, but i am afraid of the social situation aspect
Open Obesity
I was a "soild" kids, but then to deal with the depression in my teenage years i started eating, and well now food is my feel good drug. I eat to avoid dealing with my feelings.
Treatments
- Overeaters Anonymous (OA) Considering
- Physical Exercise Working / Worked
- I get embarrsed, being this big sweaty person on the treadmill, covered in sweat, looking bad with all these cute skinny people around me
- Weight Watchers Considering
- don't have time for meetings and don't have money for the memebership fee
Open Infidelity
bird99 hasn’t entered any details for this support group.Open Migraine Headaches
I've had migranes for most of my life, they're not a regualr occurence thankfully, but totally dibiliatating when they strike
Treatments
- Caffeine Working / Worked
- somewhat helpful, i drink it to keep migraines from starting
- Relpax Working / Worked
- works, but sometines I have to take 2 doses to get the effects
- Toradol Working / Worked
- Great pain reliever
- Promethazine Working / Worked
- Great for nausea
Open Polycystic Ovarian Syndrome (PCOS)
I was diagnosed with PCOS while TTC #1, even then I wasn't told what I had, just told that i would have troulbe trying to have a child, once i actually had a name, i found books and resources to help take care of my self
Treatments
- Clomid Working / Worked
- fertility treatments in 2001, worked with the help of repronexx
- Metformin Working / Worked
- helped with energy and helped me lose weight
- Oral Contraceptives Working / Worked
- regulated my cycles
- Provera Working / Worked
- used to induce a period
- Repronex Working / Worked
- worked in induce ovulation is conjunction with chlomid
Open Post Partum Depression
I experienced this after the birth of my son, he is now 4 yrs old and I am still on antidepressants
Treatments
- Celexa Working / Worked
- seems to help with the crying and feeling of inadequateness.
Open Pregnancy
Currently looking into having another child
Open Female Sexual Issues
bird99 hasn’t entered any details for this support group.Open Parenting Newborns & Infants (0-1)
bird99 hasn’t entered any details for this support group.Open Breastfeeding
Breastfed child #2 for 13 months
Open Sexual Abuse
I can't believe I am admitting this, but it happened to me when i was young, like 5 - 7 somewhere in there i have blocked most of it out, but I know it happend, it was my uncle, my mom's youngest brother, i told he had to go to thearpy and now I am supposed to forget it ever happened and when i see him pretend that he never violated me like that and that he never did anything wrong, that's the hardest part
