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About Me
momacat
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About Me
Childhood a blurr, Shipped from one relative to another when I was 8. Cuz my mom got sick. Stroked at 29.. then she decided to overdose one night.. I don't know if this is where my night mare began, it's a start. She was in and out of the Hospitals for the next 10 yrs. Her longest was a yr in it. This left me ALONE with HIM.. I soon began to withdrawal, feeling dirty and how I couldn't tell nobody.. Or WHO could I tell? I had no life. I ranaway and was chased down by HIM. Got home had the beating of my life.. All I wanted was to go back to my hometown.. AWAY from this town he took us all to. I'm very sensitive .. So PZ choose your words carefully. For I might take them to heart the wrong way.
Childhood a blurr, Shipped from one relative to another when I was 8. Cuz my mom got sick. Stroked at 29.. then she decided to overdose one night.. I don't know if this is where my night mare began, it's a start. She was in and out of the Hospitals for the next 10 yrs. Her longest was a yr in it. This left me ALONE with HIM.. I soon began to withdrawal, feeling dirty and how I couldn't tell nobody.. Or WHO could I tell? I had no life. I ranaway and was chased down by HIM. Got home had the beating
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A little hug for you to find when you get yourself back online
Moment of Peace
good morning !!! i hope that today goes great for you... and you have a good day too... loves and hugzzz... karen :)
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Flower
hey moma... youknow that i read your jouranl, but then realized what i had said it the hugg... you knowi been medicated, huh... ??? those dumplings were so good... didin't realize just how hungry i had gotten... i hope that you have a good day ... lots of love and hugzzz... karen :)
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Just wanted to send you a hug. Hope that everything is going good with you, Thinking about you as always. Love Mel
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Moment of Peace
hey moma, things have settled a bit as far as the tummy goes... thank god!!! glad you got to go the lake... :) bet you had a good time... i hope that you have a good day... love and hugzzz... karen... the dumplings and chicken were great!!!
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Close Bipolar Disorder
Like a puzzle piece that won't fit.. abused as a child, that's how it was for me at an early age.. total rejected in my teens.. no guidance.. in and out of trouble..tried to commit suicide twice.. was not DX until 2 yrs ago.. Still fighting the BEAST!!!!
Treatments
- Abilify Somewhat Helpful
- one of my last last.. OKAY UPDATE 1-28-09.. STARTING TAKING LETS SEE ..2-15-09 UPDATE THINGS ARE GETTING BETTER SLOWLY
- Ativan Not Working
- ahhh, my dear friend the benzo.. it would of worked if someone would of told me about them being so additive.. These little guys drove me to suicide. Made my depression "worse".
- BuSpar Working / Worked
- Started back at 30 mgs for the second time.. quit thinking I could endure. Sure could tell when I wasn't on it.
- Cymbalta Working / Worked
- Been on this for 2 yrs. taking 60mgs - 90mgs depending on how much I need sometimes taking the max of 120mgs. keeping the higer level(120) up for a few weeks until I get to feeling better. I do seem to do better at 90mgs.UPDATE.. 1/13/09. D/C TAPPER down to change to different drug, called PRISITIQ 50mgs. TAKEN OFF THIS AS OF 1-28 AND PUT BACK ON CYMBALTA.. PRISITIQ JUST DIDN'T WORK. LIKE TAKING CANDY.
- Geodon Considering
- one of my last last last.....
- Topamax Working / Worked
- what is there to explain..duhh I forgot...was taking 100 mgs, pulled it back to 50 mgs. my fingers, face, & toes tingled. I'm at a loss for words at times. I feel I'm walking in a fog. my eye sight has changed on me. the stability well, it is fair to good. better than not being on nothing I guess..Going to ask to be taken off. Really tired of the FLAT FEELING... pdoc said NO.. grrrr.
- Zyprexa Too Soon to Tell
- only to take this when things get out of control for me.... PRN ONLY!
Close Depression
Type: Clinical (Major) DepressionTreatments
- Cognitive Behavioral Therapy Working / Worked
- Cymbalta Working / Worked
- Prozac Not Working
- Psychotherapy Working / Worked
- Support from Friends & Family Working / Worked
- Trazodone Not Working
- Writing Working / Worked
Open Obsessive Compulsive Disorder (OCD)
Treatments
- Cognitive Behavioral Therapy Working / Worked
- Remeron Working / Worked
- Seroquel Working / Worked
Open Personality Disorders
momacat hasn’t entered any details for this support group.Open Seasonal Affective Disorder
momacat hasn’t entered any details for this support group.Open Self-Injury
Treatments
- Rubber Bands Not Working
- Talking Somewhat Helpful
- To someone else who experiences the reason who cuts it helps.
- Tattoos Working / Worked
- I love the pain of the needle it gives me.. Like a junkie...
Open Codependency
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